He found some small consolation in this terrible act of vengeance, this
satisfaction afforded to the memory of the old watch. He was glad to have
had sufficient resolution, and he told himself that soon he would be able
to throw himself into his father’s arms—confessing all, and obtaining his
forgiveness.
When he had finished he went down to Coura n’diaye, the woman _griot_. He
saw Fatou, who had taken refuge there, cowering motionless in a corner.
The little slave girls had gathered up her possessions from out-of-doors,
and had placed them in calabashes by her side.
Jean would not so much as look at her. He approached Coura n’diaye, paid
his month’s rent, and told her that he was not coming back. Then he threw
his light baggage on his back and took his departure.
* * * * *
Poor old watch! His father had said to him, “Jean, it is rather old, but
it’s a very good watch; they don’t make such good watches nowadays. Later
on, when you are rich, you can buy a new-fashioned one, if you like, but
then give me this one back again. I have kept it for forty years; I had
it when I was with the regiment. When I am buried, if you no longer need
it, do not forget to place it in my coffin. It will be company for me,
where I am going.”
Coura had taken the spahi’s money without offering any comments on his
sudden departure, with the indifference of an old courtesan who has
outlived all interest in life.
When Jean left the house he called his Laobé dog, who followed him, his
ears flat, as if he had grasped the situation and were sorry to go. Then,
without turning his head, Jean went his way through the long streets of
the dead-alive town in the direction of the barracks.
* * * * *
PART III
I
After Jean had thus rid himself of Fatou-gaye, he was conscious of a
deep feeling of relief at having carried out this act of vengeance. When
he had neatly arranged in his soldier’s wardrobe the small quantity of
baggage he had brought with him from Samba-Hamet’s house, he felt freer
and happier. He seemed to have advanced a step nearer to his departure,
to that blissful, “final discharge” which was now only a few months away.
At the same time he was sorry for Fatou. He had intended to send her his
pay once more, to enable her either to set up house anew or to leave the
town.
But as he preferred not to see her again, he had entrusted the spahi
Muller with this errand.
Muller had visited Samba-Hamet’s house and had seen the woman griot. But
Fatou had gone.
“She was in great trouble,” said the little slave girls in Yolof, forming
a circle round him and all talking at once. “In the evening she would not
eat the _kouss-kouss_ we had made for her.”
“During the night,” said little Sam-Lélé, “I heard her talking aloud in
her sleep, and even the Laobé dogs yapped, which is a very bad sign. But
I could not understand what she was saying.”
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