Around him all things were lapped in the profound stillness of noon. The
old Moorish houses stood ranged in straight rows, milk-white beneath
the intense blue of the sky. At times, behind their brick walls, the
ear of the passer-by might catch some negress’s plaintive, drowsy song,
or perhaps the eye might light on a small, coal-black negro asleep on a
doorstep, lying on his back in the sun, quite naked, with a necklet of
coral, forming a dark patch in the midst of universal radiance. On the
smooth sand of the streets, the lizards were chasing one another with
curious little swaying movements of the head, drawing their tails along
the ground and tracing an infinity of fantastic zig-zags, complicated
like an Arabic design. A distant noise of _kouss-kouss_ pounders, in its
monotonous regularity almost a form of silence, came from Guet n’dar,
deadened by the hot, heavy strata of the noontide atmosphere.
It seemed as if this tranquillity of prostrate nature were seeking to
make mock of poor Jean’s emotion, and to intensify his sufferings. It
oppressed him like a leaden winding sheet.
Of a sudden this country appeared to him as a vast tomb.
The spahi awoke as if from a heavy sleep that had lasted five years.
He felt himself in fierce revolt, revolt against everything and everyone.
Why had they taken him from his village, from his mother, to bury him, in
the prime of life, in this country of death?
By what right had they made of him that anomalous being called a spahi,
a swashbuckler, half African, an outcast, forgotten of everyone, and at
last disowned even by his betrothed.
He felt his heart possessed with frantic rage; he was conscious of a
desire to wreak his wrath on some person or some object; a desire to
torture, to seize, to crush in his mighty arms a fellow man.
And all around him there was nothing, nothing but silence, and heat, and
sand.
* * * * *
Alas! he had not even one friend in this whole country, not one devoted
comrade to whom he could confide his sorrow. Good God! he was indeed
forsaken, indeed alone in the world.
VIII
Jean hastened to the barracks and threw the packet entrusted to him to
the first person he met. Then he turned away and set off haphazard for a
rapid, aimless walk—it was his own method of stifling his sorrow.
He passed the bridge leading to Guet n’dar and turned southwards in the
direction of the Point of Barbary, just as he had done that night four
years ago when he had fled from Cora’s house in despair....
But this time his despair was the deep, supreme despair of a man ... and
his life was wrecked....
For a long time he went southwards, losing sight of St Louis and the
negro villages. He sat down exhausted at the foot of a sandy mound
overlooking the sea....
His ideas had no sequence. The day’s excessive sunshine had disordered
his mind....
He noticed that he had never been in this place before, and he began to
glance absently about him.
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