His first feeling as he stood on the platform of that immense station
was one of sheer bewilderment. He didn't know where he was, he had
nowhere to go, he had no plans. An intense loneliness came over him
again. Soon, however, it was merged in the exhilaration of the
atmosphere around him. This was a different place from Blackhampton;
it was larger, more vital, more mysterious.
As he walked slowly down the platform the importance of everything
seemed to increase. He would have to think things out a bit, although
just now any kind of thinking was torment.
He had learned much during his sixteen months at Blackhampton, not only
in regard to the world in which he lived, but also--and as he moved
down the platform with his bag the thought gave him a thrill of joy--to
read and write. He felt these things, bought and paid for at a heavy
cost, were so infinitely precious that he need not fear the future.
Straight before his eyes was the legend, "Cloak Room." Sixteen months
ago it would have been High Dutch. But the new knowledge told him it
was the place to leave your bag. Accordingly, he went and left it,
paid his twopence, and put the ticket in exchange carefully in his
belt, where nineteen sovereigns and twelve half-sovereigns were secure.
He had learned the meaning of money during his six years at sea.
Perhaps it was the sight of so much and the knowledge of its value that
gave him a thrill of power as he passed out of the station into the
wide, peopled immensity of this unknown land. There was a policeman
standing on an island in the middle of the road, and the time had long
passed since those grim days when he would have been as likely to fly
to the moon as to address a question to the police.
"What place is this, mister?"
"Marylebone Road."
The information did not seem very valuable. Still, the policeman's
tone implied that it might be. As the Sailor stood in the middle of
the road he was suddenly comforted by the sight of manna in the
wilderness. Across the way was a coffee stall. Such a bright vision
told him how sore was his need.
All the same he was not hungry. He drank two cups of coffee, but he
was too excited to eat. That was odd, because there was nothing to
excite him. But when he turned away from the stall and started to walk
he didn't know where, something curious, and terrible had begun again
to lay hold of his brain. Nevertheless, he went on and on through
streets interminable, fully determined to free himself of that eerie,
horrible feeling.
Had it not been for the face of Ginger perhaps all would have been
well. But it was lurking everywhere amid the gloom and byways of the
night. The place he was in was endless; it was a waste of bricks and
mortar. Even Liverpool and the waterfront at Frisco could not compare
with it. Then it suddenly came upon him that he was a guy. This place
was London. It was the only place it could be.
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