"Kill her. Kill her." The very walls were breathing commands in his
ears. "It is a duty to others to avenge yourself."
There was subtlety in the demand. But this was a strong, not a subtle
nature. It did not practice self-deception lightly. Aladdin's lamp
was quick to reveal the sophist; moreover, it had its own answer ready.
Suddenly it flashed before the mind of Henry Harper the elemental
figure of the man James Thorneycroft simply relating his story. By a
curious trick of the brain, the words of the condemned man were again
in his ears.
"You can take it from me that there is a God."
He hardly knew what those words meant even as he heard them now. But
he knew they had a significance beyond any which had previously touched
his life. Then a miracle happened. The powers which had him in their
grip began to relax. It was as if his whole being was translated. He
was again his own man. Broken and shattered he was able to stagger to
his own room and light the gas.
The battle was not decided yet. But a new power had come to him.
Therefore Henry Harper's first act was to do that which he had never
done before in his life. He kneeled by the side of his bed and prayed.
Presently he rose, and went out again into the little lobby, past the
half open door through which could be heard a succession of drunken
snores. He snatched his coat and hat from the peg and went hurriedly
down into the street.
It was one o'clock. The Avenue and its environs were almost deserted,
save for an occasional policeman and a few returning revelers. He had
no idea as to the way he should go. His one desire was to get as far
as he could from King John's Mansions in the shortest possible time.
Walking about the streets of the city hour after hour, he could not
measure the abyss which had engulfed him. He was completely cast away,
he had lost track of himself, he didn't know where he was, he had no
chart by which to go.
Ceaseless wandering through remote and unknown places brought the dawn
at last, and then he found that the spot he had reached was Camberwell
Green. Overcome with fatigue, he sat on a public seat near a tram
terminus for a little while. Then he tried to shape his thoughts, but
the mind refused to act.
V
The longer he sat the more confused he became. At last it occurred to
him that the best thing he could do was to seek the advice of Edward
Ambrose. Indeed, in his present state that seemed the only course to
take. Almost mechanically, he began to make his way in the direction
of Bury Street, St. James'.
He had a long way to go, and the road was obscure, but as there was not
the least need for hurry, he followed the tram lines as far as the
Embankment. By the time he had reached Whitehall, it was about eight
o'clock. Less than half an hour afterwards he had entered Bury Street,
and was back in that house which a few short hours ago had given him
his first glimpse of paradise.
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