This enchanted afternoon, Mary and the Sailor didn't talk divorce.
Many things in earth and heaven they talked about, but that subject was
not among them. They scaled the heights together, they roamed the
mountain places. She told him that the first book of "A Master
Mariner," which she had been allowed to read in manuscript, had carried
her completely away, and she most sincerely hoped that he would be able
to sustain a soaring eagle flight through the hundreds of pages of the
two books to follow.
"But you will," she said. "I am convinced of it. I have made up my
mind that you must."
As she spoke the words the look of her amidst a glory of color set his
soul on fire. It was as much as he could do to refrain from taking the
hand of Athena. He wanted to cry aloud his happiness. She looked
every inch of royal kin as thus she stood amid flowers, a high and
grave wisdom enfolding her. She was indeed a daughter of the gods,
tall, slender, virile, an aureole of purest poetry upon her brows that
only John Milton could have hymned in their serenity.
"Edward Ambrose thinks as I do about it," she said. "He dined with us
last night, and afterwards we had a long talk. I hardly dare tell what
hopes he has of you. And, of course, one oughtn't. But, somehow, I
can't help it ... I can't help it...."
She spoke to herself rather than to him. The words fell from her lips
involuntarily, as if she were in a dream.
"You are so far upon the road that last night Edward and I willed it
together that you should go to the end of your journey. We both feel,
somehow, that you must ... you must ... you must!"
Again the Sailor wanted to cry out as he looked at her. He thought he
could see the tears leap to her eyes. But that may have been because
they had leaped to his own.
He could not trust himself to speak. He dare not continue to look at
her.
"What a life you must have had!"
It was the first time that note had been on the lips of Athena. The
sound of it was more than music, it was sorcery.
"You must have had a wonderful life. And I suppose in some ways..."
The beautiful voice sank until it could not be heard, and then rose a
little. "In some ways, it must have been ... rather terrible."
He did not speak nor did he look at her. But had he been a strong man
armed, he would have fled that magician-haunted garden. He would have
left her then, he would never have looked on her again.
"... Rather terrible." In an odd crescendo those words fell again from
the lips of Athena. "Edward thinks so. But it's an impertinence,
isn't it? Except that some lives are the property of others ... of the
race. You are not offended?"
"No," he said. And then feeling that it might have the sound of yes,
he gathered defiantly all that remained of his will. "My life has not
been at all like what you and Mr. Ambrose think. It has been just
hell."
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