In those few brief hours he had suffered one sea change the more. The
genie had relit the lamp. Again he was a forward-looking man. Nay, he
was more. He was a prince of the blood approaching the portals of an
imperial kingdom. Otto, a prince of that other kingdom, issued from
the threshold of No. 50, while Venables, the butler, with polite
surprise, was in the very act of receiving the Sailor.
"Hulloa, Harper," said the Prince. "Turned up again. We had all given
you up for lost."
It might have been possible for a delicate ear to detect something
other than welcome in the voice of his highness. But whether such was
the case or not was a matter of no concern to the returned mariner.
Mary was at home and alone. At first he was a little unnerved by the
sight of her, and she perhaps by the sight of him. The look of sadness
in her face distressed him.
"Not one line," she said. But there was nothing of Edward Ambrose's
half reproach in her voice.
"No."
"I was beginning to think I should never see or hear of you again."
Her simplicity was the exact counterpart of his own.
"I don't think I ever meant you to."
She waited patiently for him to add to his strange words and was slow
to realize that he couldn't.
"That would have been cruel," she said at last.
"It would have been cruel either way. However, it is all done with
now."
"I'm afraid I don't understand," she said, finding that speech had
failed him again.
"I don't know whether I can tell you."
Ought he to tell her? A harrowing doubt arose. She knew that there
had been some grave reason for his going away. But what the hidden
cause had been, hers was not a nature that would ask. She only knew
that if speech and bearing meant anything, he was deeply in love with
her, and yet for some unfathomable reason he had shirked the issue.
And now he had returned after these long months, which to her as well
as to himself had been a time of more than bitterness, there was still
this shadow between them. Yet it surely belonged to the past. There
was no barrier between them now, except the memory of a secret which
somehow he could not believe was vital.
In her immense desire to serve him she was ready to give all that he
might ask. But there was still a reservation in his mind. In the
sudden revelation, as it seemed to him, of the divine clemency, he was
overwhelmed by a desire to confess all.
There may have been no need to do so, yet that was not a question to
ask. She was his, he knew it; she would not be less, she would be
doubly his, if she learned the circumstances of his life. Besides, so
high was the revulsion of feeling now upon him that it seemed the
course of honor. And was it not her right to know all concerning him
before he demanded so great a sacrifice?
In this mood he never for a moment doubted that it would be a further
bond. Let him tell his secret now that his lips had been unsealed.
"Mary," he said, "do you remember your words eleven months ago?"
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