He was able to write his name, and that was all. Also he knew his
alphabet and could count up to a hundred if you gave him plenty of
time. There were also a few words he knew at sight, and thirty,
perhaps, short ones, and the easiest in the terribly difficult English
language, that he could spell with an effort. This was the sum of his
knowledge, and the whole of it was due to Klondyke, who had given many
a half-hour of his leisure to imparting it in the cold and damp misery
of the half-deck with no more than a sputter of candle by which to do
it.
Sailor had clung desperately to all the scraps of learning which
Klondyke had given him, but when his friend left the ship he had not
had the grit to plow the hard furrow of knowledge for himself. Somehow
he had not been able to stick it. He needed the inspiration of
Klondyke's voice and presence, of Klondyke's humor and friendliness.
He could hardly bring himself to open the Bible his friend had given
him, and when he tried to read the _Brooklyn Eagle_ he couldn't see it
for tears.
Now he had left the sea for good, he knew a bitter price would be
exacted for his weakness. To begin with it would be impossible to tell
Ginger the truth. Ginger was the kind of man who would look down on
him if once he knew his secret. Besides it was a grievous handicap
ashore never to have been to school. Moreover the Sailor was so honest
that any kind of deception hurt him.
"Read that yarn about Kitchener and the Gippy?"
"No," said the miserable Sailor.
"Better. Page three. Bottom. Damn good. What?"
"Yep," said the Sailor, wishing to commit the act of hari-kari. He
must find a way out. The longer the pretense was kept up the worse it
would be. But it was impossible to tell Ginger that he couldn't even
find the yarn of Kitchener and the Gippy, let alone attempt to read it.
VII
Ginger was a wonderful chap, but his nature was hard. He had little of
Klondyke's far-sighted sympathy, which in circumstances of ever growing
difficulty would have been an enormous help to the Sailor.
Henry Harper had felt no shame when he told the dismal truth to
Klondyke that he could neither read nor write. But he would rather
have his tongue cut out than tell that particular truth to Ginger.
Still the game of make-believe must not go on. It made the young man
horribly uncomfortable to be driven to play it after supper every
night. Something must be done if the esteem, perhaps the friendship,
of Ginger was not to be forfeited.
The Sailor was no fool. Therefore he set his wits very seriously to
work to grasp the nettle without exposing his ignorance more than was
absolutely necessary. He spent anxious hours, not only during the day,
but in the watches of the night, trying to find a way out.
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