In spite of the eggs and bacon and the warm fire and Ginger seated
opposite with the _Athletic News_ propped against the coffee pot, a
shudder crept through Henry Harper. He regretted bitterly that he
should have allowed his thoughts to stray. But how could they go back
to Cocky Footit and Leary Jeacock and the night school they attended in
Driver's Lane, without taking a leap unbidden to that other lane which
ran level with Driver's, with the rag and bone yard and the iron gates
where dwelt Auntie and her cart whip, the only home at that time he had
known?
He couldn't help shuddering at the picture in his mind. Where was
Auntie now? How would she look to one who had sailed before the mast
over all the oceans of the world?
The subject of Auntie had a morbid fascination. It held him as
completely as the night school in Driver's Lane. The truth was, it was
impossible to recall the one without envisaging the other.
As soon as he had finished breakfast, he put on the overcoat with the
velvet collar and the smart tweed cap, stepped into Newcastle Street
and began to wander across the canal bridge. Then he turned to the
right through Clover Street, crossed the tram lines, passed the Crown
and Cushion, his favorite public-house of yore, where he had listened
many an evening to the music and singing that floated through the swing
doors, with always a half formed thought at the back of his mind which
he dared not face. As of old, he stood to listen, but there was no
music now, for it was only ten o'clock in the morning, and it didn't
begin until seven at night.
He was not afraid of the life of seven years ago. As he stood outside
the Crown and Cushion that was the idea which exalted him. Henry
Harper was not obliged to meet Auntie, but was going to do so out of
curiosity, and because he owed it to himself to prove that he no longer
went in fear of her.
That might be so, but as he passed through the old familiar streets and
alleys, with bareheaded Aunties standing arms akimbo in conversation
with the neighbors, while many a Henry Harper sprawled half naked in
the gutter, his courage almost failed. The slums of Blackhampton had
changed less than he in seven years.
Yes, this was Crow's Yard. And there at the door of No. 1, as of yore,
was Mother Crow, toothless and yellow, unspeakably foul of word and
aspect, whose man often threatened to swing for her and finally swung
for another. Henry Harper stole swiftly through Crow's Yard, fearing
at every step that he would be recognized.
With a thudding heart, he came into Wright's Lane. It was like a
horrible dream; he nearly turned and ran. What if Auntie was still
there? He had just seen Mother Crow and Meg Baker and Cock-eyed Polly
and others of her circle. Well, if she was...?
The beating of his heart would not let him meet the question. He ought
not to have come. All the same, there was nothing to be afraid of now.
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