Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
With Massingale she was still far from that moment when she could
distinguish the man who was from the romantic ideal her imagination had
visualized. After the second meeting in her rooms, when she had a second
time reached the man in the raw, each, as if by mutual consent, had
avoided further opportunities of dangerous intimacy, each a bit
apprehensive. But the conflict between them continued. There were
moments when he seemed to abandon his attitude of incredulity, relaxing
into humorous or confidential moods, and others when he seemed to be
flinging barricades between them. If he had planned deliberately to
seduce her (which God knows he hadn't!) he could have adopted no more
adroit means than this intermittent opposition which rose from the
struggle in his own conscience. She could not brook the slightest
resistance in him. It roused in her a passion for subjugation, an
instinct for reprisals which sought insistently to reverse the original
rôles.
In the moments of these half-hearted retreats he adopted a policy of
far-off analysis, putting questions with impersonal directness, inviting
her into indiscreet confidences. She divined that all this curiosity had
one instinctive object--to discover something in her harum-scarum
present or devious past that could roughly and effectively repel him. At
such times she responded with a violent antagonism, paying him back in
coin, tantalizing him, inventing stories to plague him, and always
succeeding. Once she said to him:
"You know Sassoon's getting reckless. Look out! Some day I'll
disappear!"
He chuckled, inciting her on.
"You needn't laugh! I'm serious--he's serious, too. Where do you think I
went this afternoon? To look at a house. Oh, the loveliest little house,
a little jewel-box--within a stone's-throw of you, too; and everything
beautifully furnished, wonderful rugs, bedrooms in old red brocade, like
a palace!" She continued with an account of details, warming up to the
part: "Sassoon began by talking apartments. But I killed that quickly.
Entirely too common!"
"But the house?" he said, forcing a smile.
"Only one thing lacking; yes, and I told him so at once--flat, like
that!"
"What?"
"No garage!"
He affected to laugh hugely at this bit of fiction.
When he sought to explore her history she was ready with another
artfully contrived story to infuriate him:
"My life? Oh, it's terribly exciting! Father was a gambler--Mississippi
River, mining-camps and all sorts of dangerous places. Mother was in the
circus, bareback riding--hoops, you know. They separated when I was
five; had a terrible fight, they say. I went around with the circus, in
the processions, dressed as a star. Mother was teaching me the
tight-rope; I'd learned a bit of acrobating, too. There was a funny old
clown."
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