Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"It is difficult to express, perhaps," he said--without, however, any
trouble showing in his even tones. He paused and looked at his hand,
stroking it with the feline motion of his fingers. Then all at once he
began:
"Miss Baxter, I have been careful to follow the laws of the game you
laid down, haven't I? I have taken care not to offend you by word or
action, haven't I?"
"Well?"
"Will you let me say this to you, little girl?" he said, finding all at
once his note. "You are going to make up your mind very soon what you
want in life. You are too clever to wait long. Now, to be quite fair, as
you pride yourself in being, you know who I am, and you know what I
want. Yet you are willing to see me, knowing that!"
She took off the bracelet immediately.
"I have not the slightest interest whether I see you or not!" she said
coldly. "To be honest, I only care to annoy you, to pay you back for
your impertinence at your luncheon, to teach you a lesson that every
woman is not for sale--in a word, to humiliate you as much as I can!"
He did not receive this in anger--far from it: his eyes took on a sudden
eagerness, an avidity that he had hitherto controlled.
"Are you sure that is quite the truth--all the truth?" he asked, smiling
his heavy ironical smile. "Are you sure you haven't been a little
curious to know what this might mean, before you reject it? No, don't
fib!" he said quietly, as she turned. "Is there anything
unnatural--extraordinary in that? Don't you think such ideas come into
the minds of most women? If you are going in for a career, you know what
you must face! This world is a ridiculous world; laws are made to crush
petty offenders! If you allied your name to a little manager, every one
would scorn you!"
"And if I were your mistress, Mr. Sassoon? Say the word!"
"If you were, with your cleverness," he said quietly, "you would be
received wherever I wanted you to be received: more, you would be
sought, courted, flattered by those who want something out of me. Or, if
you wanted a career, every obstacle would disappear at one word! Ask any
one, if you want to know the truth of what I say. That's the world,
young lady." He checked himself. "I don't want to talk over that--now!
You asked me a direct question. This is my answer. Accept me for what I
am--considering me as a possibility. It's worth it; be sure that it is a
bigger field than a marriage of drudgery that ends your liberty.
Consider me carefully, simply as an abstract proposition! Meanwhile,
give me credit for being quite submissive and obedient!"
She remained thoughtful, surprised at the keenness of his insight,
feeling she had underestimated him, feeling, too, the dramatic
opposition of herself, little wandering atom of mediocrity and the great
powers of wealth that could impress her so convincingly out of the
time-worn eyes of this bored man.
"What are you thinking of, pretty child?" he said, struck at her
glance.
"It is only because you can't have me!" she said abruptly.
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