Russia (Federation) -- History -- Revolution, 1917-1921 -- Fiction; Siberia (Russia) -- Fiction
He sat down on the stone bench and looked at the dirty hole in the door
through which food had been passed in to him—black bread and greasy soup
made from the refuse of cabbages. He sat there several minutes, and
threw his memory back to the days and nights which he had spent there
buried alive, doubting at times that he existed till food was brought
and the rats gathered round him, squeaking for their share.
Fear gripped him. He sprang up and ran, his boots making a clatter over
the planks of the broken doors in the passage. He gained the prison yard
and his whole body was laved in a sweat of agony. He got out into the
open, and stopping an instant to scan the slopes below to see if he had
been observed or followed, he turned away to the left to the fenced-in
grove which was the old burial ground of the prison.
It was in there that his father had been buried, but Peter did not know
where. A few rotten boards lay upon the ground; a few weather-beaten
crosses scored and twisted out of shape, littered the ground. Peter
stood with tears in his eyes and looked over the rough ground.
“Peter Petrovitch has come back, my father,” he said. And crossing
himself, he said a prayer. Then he turned and descended the slopes
toward the city, bearing off to the right and trying to make it appear
to any watcher that he had been wandering about aimlessly. The thought
struck him that he had been unwise in going to the prison. It might lead
to gossip, especially when it became known in the city that he was an
American. Why should an American officer go prowling about the old
prison of a city which——
Peter checked his thoughts in that direction. It seemed strange that he
should refer to himself as an American. America was now very far away, a
dim vista in his memory, hard to realize, like an old dream faintly
remembered. It seemed odd that America had receded so far into the
background of his mind. For was he not a Russian? Yes, he knew that he
was Russian to the core. His Americanism had never been anything but an
outer shell, a readjustment to new conditions, a learning of new things,
and a new life. But he had not changed—only the clothes upon his back.
True, he thought, the clothes would serve a purpose. Who would ever
suspect that an American officer had come to Chita to do what he hoped
to do? Who would ever suspect that the American lieutenant, Peter
Gordon, could be Peter Petrovitch Gorekin, the son of an unfortunate?
He entered the city again, this time far to the right of where he had
gone up the slope, and rambled along the Sofistkaya till he came to the
old post-house again—the restaurant. He went in, and found a few
soldiers sitting about tables talking and playing games. He took a table
to himself and when the gypsy girl came for his order, he called for
vodka. He was chilled by his walk on the hill and his spirits were
depressed by the prison. The liquor warmed him.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account