Graham found the candles, which he finally succeeded in lighting; and
after making a meal of hard-tack and roasted quail, he filled his pipe
and sat down on one of the bunks, tired out by his long day’s ride. The
painful thoughts which he had banished during the hours of daylight now
took possession of him; and the brow, which had been calm all day,
showed the three deep dints which trouble more than time had furrowed
upon its noble expanse. He was alone again!--no more friendly sounds
and sights to divert his mind and fill his eyes with beauty. Only his
sad thoughts and the one great problem which was set before him to
solve. His changeful, melancholy eyes were fixed vacantly on the floor.
They saw nothing but the shadowy vision of the night,--the figure of a
woman amidst the broken altars of the old Mission church. The words
which he had read in the little journal came thronging back to him in
riotous haste,--those pitiful words of passionate grief traced by the
slender white fingers, which so lately had lingered tremblingly in his
own strong brown hands. Could he forgive her? Poor child, poor child!
What was he, that he had a right to withhold his forgiveness for an
instant? Let their lives be laid side by side, with every act and every
thought bared to his view, and how did his life’s record compare with
hers?
Ah, if she had but told him the story, and not left it to accident to
reveal the secret! She had deceived him! And the angry blood surged
from his heart to his brow and settled there dully red. The stern lines
of his face grew harder than the mask of a stone statue, and the
expression of the chiselled mouth was terribly relentless. He would
never see her again, never, never! What he had felt for her was not that
highest passion which melts heart and soul and body in one pure flame;
for, without a perfect faith, such love is not. So he reasoned, pity
and anger sweeping across his soul; and then, forgetting both in a great
pain, he cried, stretching out his arms, "Millicent, Millicent, come to
me!" At last the wearied muscles and tired brain and heart slowly,
half-consciously yielded to a warm, close-folding influence which
straightened out the lines on the brow, loosened the tight-drawn
muscles, stole the fire from the deep eyes and the anger from the curved
mouth. The grand head, with its thousand schemes and theories, fell
back upon the couch; the skilful hand, with its nervous, delicate
fingers, relaxed; a long, shivering sigh shook the body; and, with the
fire-light shining upon his stern beauty, Graham slept. The fire burned
low upon the hearth and finally flickered out, leaving a bed of glowing
ashes. The quiet of the night was broken by the long shrill wail of the
coyote, but Graham stirred not. A light footstep sounded near the
cabin, and a scratching noise might have been heard as the head of a
great bear was raised to the level of the window. The sleeper’s breath
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