Which road should he take? Not more unstable was the blue ring of smoke
which the breeze carried from his lips, tossing it hither and thither in
a cloudy wreath upon the white air, than was this man between the
opposing influences which divided his nature. At last he tossed his
cigarette upon the platform, carefully quenching its spark with his
foot, and with a light, fleet step ran down the wide carriage-road which
led to the house--which would bring him to Millicent. He had known all
along, with that inner consciousness which decides with lightning
rapidity a question which the intellect debates long and seriously, that
his feet would follow that pleasant, open road rather than the dark
wood-trail; and yet the train had sped twenty miles further on its
journey before he turned his face toward the happy valley. So clumsy is
reason compared to instinct; so tedious are the modes of thought to the
working of the feelings; so useless is the grave gate of wisdom to check
the tumultuous torrent of feeling.
He found the wide piazza deserted, the front door fast closed, the
blinds of the library and dining-room tightly drawn. The hospitable
house was silent and deserted. His imperative summons was finally
answered by a domestic, the successor of poor Ah Lam, who in his
ridiculous vernacular informed the visitor that "Alley folk go waly."
Which, being translated into English, signified that no one was at home.
Graham felt as if a flood of cold water had been dashed into his face.
He shivered, as he turned from the door and descended the steps; and yet
before he had walked two miles in the familiar road which led to his
tower, he gave a profound sigh of relief. It was better so! The
exercise had cooled his fevered blood; the crisp forest air had brought
reason back to his passion-tossed breast. It was better that he had not
seen her. Something of the fatalist was there about this strong-brained
rationalist. He half fancied that it was not chance alone which had
decreed that Millicent should be absent from the Ranch that day. But he
sang no more as he had done on his way to the house; and his serious
face lost that smile of hope which had lighted the eyes and touched the
mouth into an unaccustomed softness. If he was silent, the wild birds
were melodious, and he walked between choirs of invisible songsters;
while the whirring of a partridge, the fleet step of a wild fox in the
thicket, gave him the assurance that he was not alone in the mysterious
wood. At last the distance was accomplished; and at high noon, when the
shadows had all shrunk back into the tall trees before the ardent heat
of the sun, he reached the ruin of the old church. He leaned against the
fragment of a pillar which stood at the foot of the staircase, and
looked up at the square gray tower with its close-clinging pall of moss
and yellow lichens. From a rift in the wall burst a blaze of color,--a
clump of wallflowers stretching its flame of blossoms upward toward his
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