All this Millicent knew. It was not wonderful that she hesitated, that
she was silent, or answered the searching questions put to her by the
young lawyer slowly and evasively. She was putting off the moment in
which she must decide between his honor and her own. She remembered the
indignant look Deering had cast upon Graham in the court-room, the cool
manner in which Barbara had spoken of him, Mrs. Deering’s grieved
silence respecting the man who had been so valued a friend to her, and,
worst of all, Galbraith’s openly expressed doubt of his innocence. A
woman of a smaller nature who had endured Millicent’s cruel experience
might, too, have doubted Graham; but she had fathomed his nature more
truly in a few months than had his lifelong friends. She knew that in
it there was no room for one ignoble thought. His faults she recognized
more clearly than if she had loved him less. She knew him to be
selfish, with the selfishness of genius; hard of heart, with the
indifference to human pain common to those men who are capable of
enduring the most terrible suffering; intolerant of those who differed
from him, with the steadfast knowledge that his thoughts and opinions
had been moulded from no contact with other minds, but attained with
pain and weariness of spirit, built up from his inner consciousness, the
result of thought and experience, not of the study of other men’s minds
and actions.
As Galbraith continued to question her, she answered clearly all that he
said, while her mind, with a dual consciousness, carried on its separate
train of thought. She realized that if Maurice Galbraith were not
himself convinced of Graham’s innocence, his efforts to disprove
Horton’s accusation would be half-hearted, perfunctory, and without the
moral weight of honest conviction. If he were to learn the true reason
of the breach between Graham and herself, he must know it
immediately,--that very night. That her confession would clear the man
she loved from every suspicion she never doubted, and yet--she did not
speak. It was so hard to tell the story of her broken life; she was not
strong enough. To any other it would have been easier to bare her
secret than to this man who reverenced her, who had told her, with look
and deed and tender thought, that he loved her.
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