Some days had passed, and the Doctor had taken his departure, confining
himself now to a couple of calls per diem. Lady Gernon was progressing
fast towards recovery, and Sir Murray, very quiet and staid, was again
up; but, so far as the servants knew, and did not omit to tattle about,
he had had no interview with her ladyship. But the heads of the
establishment were not the only ones in that house sore at heart, for
Jane Barker, in her times of retirement, shed many a bitter tear. She
never asked about him, but there were those amongst the domestics who
heard the news, and soon bore it to her, that John Gurdon had left the
neighbouring town where he had been staying, and was gone to Liverpool,
with the intention of proceeding to Australia: in which announcement
there was some little truth and a good deal of fiction, the shade of
truth being that John Gurdon was going abroad, though not in the way he
had published.
"And never to write and ask me to see him again," sobbed Jane--"never to
say `good-bye.' Oh, what a blessing life would be if there was no
courting in it! as is a curse to everybody, as I've seen enough to my
cost, without counting my own sufferings."
Jane was bewailing her fate at the open window one night when these
thoughts passed through her breast for the hundredth time. Certainly,
there was a pleasant coolness in the night air, but it is open to doubt
whether poor Jane had not nourished a hope that, wrong as it was on her
part, besides being unbecoming, John might by chance have repented and
turned back just to say a few words of parting. She confessed once that
she wished he would, and then she would wish him God-speed, and if he
wanted ten or twenty pounds, she would give notice at the savings' bank,
draw it out, and send it to him by letter. But not one word would she
say to stop him from going--no, not _one_ word. He should go, and no
doubt it would do him good, and break him of all his bad habits, and
"perhaps," she said, with a sob, "he may come back a good man, and we
may be--"
"Tst, Jane!--tst!"
For a few moments she could not move, the sound was so unexpected. She
had hoped that he might come back, but for days past she had given it
up, when now, making her heart leap with a joy she could not conceal,
came the welcome sound from the darkness beneath where she leaned.
She had not heard him come, for the reason that Mr John Gurdon had been
there for an hour before she had leaned out, and he had been stayed from
announcing his presence sooner by a light in a neighbouring window; but
now, that apparently all was still in the place, he gave utterance to
the above signal, one which he had to repeat before it was responded to
by a whispered ejaculation.
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