Sophia frowned at him when he came back. "What did you mean, you would not allow my uncle to send me away?" He leaned closer, seizing both of her hands in his. The pleasure of holding her hands rippled through him like a fluttering of angels' wings. In his exalted state he was moved to utter extravagant words. "I mean that if you were to leave Perugia, I would ride after you. I would fight any men your uncle had set to guard you. I would take you back to Gobignon with me, and there with you inside my castle I would defy the world." "Oh, Simon!" His words sounded foolish to him after he spoke them aloud. Yet men, he knew, had done such things--Lancelot--Tristan--if the old songs were to be believed. How better to prove his love than to commit crimes and risk disgrace for her? She was crying again. She put her hands over her face. Why, he wondered, when he declared his love for her and told her he wanted to marry her, did it make her so unhappy? If she did not care for him, she should be indifferent or angry. Why, instead, did she cry so hard? _It must be that she wants me but cannot believe it is possible._ The sight of her slender body shaking with sobs tore at his heart. He could not hold himself back; even if she fought him again, he must put his arms around her. He reached out to hold her. She fell against him. She felt wonderful in his arms, solid enough to assure him that this was no dream, yet light enough to allow him to feel that he could do anything he wanted with her. He remembered how angry she had been in the pine forest outside Orvieto when he had tried to make love to her. Though he might be eaten up with longing for her, he must just hold her and be glad she allowed him to do that. She raised her tear-streaked face and kissed him lightly on the lips. The soft pressure of her lips on his made his arms ache to hold her tighter. But he fought the feeling down. "Why do you cry so hard when I speak to you of love?" he whispered. "Because no one has ever loved me as you do," she said. She rested her head against his chest, and he stroked her hair. His eyes lingered over the curves of her breasts. He wanted to drop his hand from her hair to her breast. He felt the yearning to touch her breast as a pain in the palm of his hand. "But you have been married," he said. "Did not your husband love you?" He felt her head shaking. His heart was beating so hard he was sure she must hear it. "We were little more than children." "I am not a child, and neither are you. Believe me when I say I want to marry you." "Oh, Simon, I do believe you!" she cried, and she broke out in a fresh storm of sobs. Now he could not help himself; he had to hold her tight. She leaned against him, and they slipped back until they were both lying down, he on his back and she on top of him. His hand felt the small of her back. How narrow her waist was! He felt her move against him in a new way.