"What is it, Rachel?" said Friar Mathieu. He shook his head at Simon.
"If you want to help me, if you love her, just leave me alone. She was
kind to me as no one else has ever been. She was my friend. Stop trying
to find out about her."
What was this girl hiding? What was Sophia hiding? Simon felt as if he
were surrounded by enemies, all of them plunging their daggers into him.
"Does a friend send a young girl like you to a brothel?" said Friar
Mathieu softly.
This brought no reply from Rachel. She put her hands to her face and
sobbed.
Simon could bear no more. He stood up abruptly. He was torturing this
girl. And in a way, she was torturing him.
He said, "Rachel, we will leave now. I am sorry I frightened you. In
truth, I have no wish to hurt you. But, I--I am upset too. Listen to me.
If you ever decide you want to get away from here, tell me. I will not
let John or Cardinal de Verceuil or anyone else stop you if you want to
be free."
Rachel took her hands away from her face. "Where can I go? Tell me that,
Your Signory. Where can I go?" Her eyes, rimmed with red from crying,
were pools of darkness in her pale face. The sight of her tears made
Simon's own eyes burn.
Friar Mathieu stood up, leaning heavily on his stick. He took Simon's
arm, whispered a good-bye to Rachel, and drew Simon out of the room.
Silently they went back up to the top-floor loggia. Simon seethed and
churned, his mind full of confusion and pain.
They sat together on a bench in the deepening twilight. The sun was down
and the sky over the distant hills was copper-colored.
"How clumsy I was," Simon said. "She will tell us nothing now."
"You learned quite a bit," said Friar Mathieu, "if you think about what
she told you."
"I know this much," said Simon. "I have been a fool. Sophia has been
lying to me."
"Everyone in love is a fool, Simon. The more in love, the more they want
to believe whatever the beloved tells them. Only a man or woman in love
with God can be a fool without risk."
From the distant walls of Viterbo, the guards called the hours to one
another. Their long-drawn cries echoed against the stone building
fronts.
"What did you mean, think about what she told me?"
Friar Mathieu sighed. "Rachel said that Sophia told her after they left
Orvieto she would not _have_ to stay with Tilia Caballo anymore. Rachel
was not at Caballo's of her own free will. And you may have noticed that
when I suggested that Sophia sent her there, she did not deny it."
Simon felt another rush of anger at Friar Mathieu for trying to make him
believe evil of Sophia. "Are you saying that Sophia forced that girl
into a brothel? Father, Sophia is too much of an innocent to be a party
to anything like that."
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