"There is a swift-acting poison sealed inside this glass ball. When he
comes to burn your prickle off, I will slip it into your mouth. When you
feel the fire, break the ball with your teeth and swallow. It will look
as though the pain killed you. If you can manage it, swallow the glass,
too, so they do not find it in your mouth after you're dead."
So calm did Daoud's Sufi training keep him that he was able to wonder
where Erculio had got such a thing, and how the poison was sealed inside
the ball, and what kind of poison it was. He could even think calmly
about what it would feel like when the poison was killing him.
Erculio was taking a huge chance, he realized. D'Ucello might well
discover that poison had killed Daoud; the podesta was a very clever and
knowledgeable man. And if he did discover the poison, he would, of
course, reason that Erculio had done it. In the midst of his calm, Daoud
felt admiration for the little bent man's courage.
Inevitably with the passing of so many hours, the pain of the cuts and
bruises and burns he had already suffered, and the ache of lying in the
same position with his limbs stretched beyond endurance, would at times
break through the mental wall he had built up against it. Remembering
the words of Sheikh Saadi--_If pain comes despite your training, invite
it into your soul's tent as you would a welcome guest_--he allowed the
pain to wash over him. And when the first acute shock of it had passed,
he was able to restore the wall.
From time to time he would think of what was soon going to happen to
him. And it would be like a spear of ice driven into his heart. Again,
he let himself feel the terror, the anguish, the agonized wondering,
_When will he come?_ and then, when his mind was numbed by the horror of
it, cast it out again.
If he had not had the training of those two great and very different
masters, Sheikh Saadi and Fayum al-Burz, he would have been mad with
terror by now. Each time the door to the dungeon opened, the spear of
ice pierced him again. Would it be now that he would lose his manhood in
pain beyond imagining, pain so great that he would gladly die at once?
When no one was nearby, Erculio came close, cursed at him loudly,
punched him, and whispered, "He is gone much longer than he said he
would be. It is late afternoon. I told you he does not want to do this."
_But he will do it_, Daoud thought.
* * * * *
Sometime later--Daoud could not tell how long--the door swung open and
d'Ucello strode in. Daoud let the cold fear flood into him. He even let
himself whimper a bit. The tide of maddening terror reached its height
and then receded, and he was in command of himself again.
The two guards snapped to attention, and Erculio scurried over to him.
The podesta's face was set, and when he came close to Daoud, there was
pain in his eyes.
"Has he spoken?" he said to Erculio.
"Not a word, Signore, and I have made him suffer greatly."
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