Frontier and pioneer life -- New Mexico -- Juvenile fiction; New Mexico -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Juvenile fiction
She sinks down upon a bench. She leans against the parapet. She no
longer turns to the west. She no longer gazes upon the Mimbres. Her
heart is no longer in the desert land!
No; it is with her eyes, and these rest almost continuously on Saint
Vrain. They wander at intervals over the stones of the azotea; then her
thoughts do not go with them; but they ever return to the same object,
to gaze upon it tenderly, more tenderly at each new glance.
The anguish of captivity is over. She no longer desires to escape.
There is no prison where he dwells. It is now a paradise. Henceforth
the doors may be thrown freely open. That little bird will make no
further effort to fly from its cage. It is tamed.
What memory, friendship, entreaties, had tailed to effect, love had
accomplished in a single instant. Love, mysterious power, in one
pulsation had transformed that wild heart; had drawn it from the desert.
I fancied that Seguin had noticed all this, for he was observing her
movements with attention. I fancied that such thoughts were passing in
his mind, and that they were not unpleasing to him, for he looked less
afflicted than before. But I did not continue to watch the scene. A
deeper interest summoned me aside; and, obedient to the sweet impulse, I
strayed towards the southern angle of the azotea.
I was not alone. My betrothed was by my side; and our hands, like our
hearts, were locked in each other.
There was no secrecy about our love; with Zoe there never had been.
Nature had prompted the passion. She knew not the conventionalities of
the world, of society, of circles refined, soi-disant. She knew not
that love was a passion for one to be ashamed of.
Hitherto no presence had restrained her in its expression--not even
that, to lovers of less pure design, awe-inspiring above all others--the
presence of the parents. Alone or in their company, there was no
difference in her conduct. She knew not the hypocrisies of artificial
natures; the restraints, the intrigues, the agonies of atoms that act.
She knew not the terror of guilty minds. She obeyed only the impulse
her Creator had kindled within her.
With me it was otherwise. I had shouldered society; though not much
then, enough to make me less proud of love's purity--enough to render me
slightly sceptical of its sincerity. But through her I had now escaped
from that scepticism. I had become a faithful believer in the nobility
of the passion.
Our love was sanctioned by those who alone possessed the right to
sanction it. It was sanctified by its own purity.
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