The game was over, and the players were arguing noisily about the
score—Mike had made the E-R’s pay dearly for the violence offered to
the sacred person of the umpire—before Roger bethought himself of his
illness. He was apprised of it now by a sensation of faintness, and a
startling dizziness that fell upon him suddenly and for the moment
frightened him with the fear that he was the victim of one of the
“spells” to which, as he vaguely knew, people with weak hearts are
subject. But the fear was overborne by a fierce determination that
surged up in a defiant flood, insisting that the undesired was the
untrue. It was not his heart! His heart was as strong as any one’s,
whatever his father might fancy. He would not be ill, he would row! He
set his teeth and clenched his fists and steered his way straight for
the house. There he threw himself into a chair in the common room, and
taking up a paper, turned to the sports page, on which a reporter had
given his opinion as to the probable outcome of the schoolboy races.
Newbury was picked for first place, with a good fighting chance for
Bainbridge Latin,—both coached by Lanning. Westcott’s was the best of
the Caffrey crews, but did not look like a winner; the Back Bay boys
rowed in good form, but they lacked the power of the big men in the
other boats. While form was unquestionably an important element in the
success of a crew, mere style could never take the place of endurance
and strength.
So much Roger at last comprehended after several readings and with much
effort to control his trembling hands and wavering eyes. He put down the
paper in disgust, and resting his heavy head on his hand, mingled in a
dizzy confusion despairing self-reproach and genuine prayers for help.
The dizziness had worn off, but the weakness still remained, and the
consciousness of this weakness undermined the props of determination as
fast as they were set up. The boys were gathering for dinner; they threw
curious and not unsympathetic glances at the disconsolate figure in the
lounging chair, and talked in tones uncommonly subdued of the effect
Hardie’s illness would have on the chances of the crew. Presently Felton
came in from the long corridor, surveyed the room, and catching sight of
Hardie in the chair slapped him roughly on the shoulder.
Roger started and shot a menacing look at the offender. “What’s the
matter with you?”
“What’s the matter with _you_?” retorted Felton. “Pete wants you at the
telephone.”
Roger dragged himself to the telephone. “Is that you, Roger?” sounded
Talbot’s clear voice.
“Yes.”
“How are you? They told me this afternoon that you were under the
weather. You aren’t going to be sick, are you?”
“No, it’s all right. I’m better to-night.”
“That’s good. Be careful what you eat, and get to bed early. We can’t
afford to lose you. They assigned places this afternoon for the trials.
We got the outside.”
“That’s bad, isn’t it?”
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