The Scottish Cavalier: An Historical Romance, Volume 1 (of 3)Grant, James
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The Scottish Cavalier: An Historical Romance, Volume 1 (of 3)
Grant, James
Scotland -- History -- 1649-1660 -- Fiction
"She came merely to thank me for my service, and I shall soon be
forgotten," he would say; and then came vividly on his mind, the
blight and disgrace which had been heaped upon him, and the abyss
into which he had been cast. Keenly and bitterly he now felt his
loneliness in the world. All this he might have escaped, perhaps,
but for the evil offices of the malevolent Clermistonlee; and when he
contemplated how dim and distant was the prospect of ever again
rising even to his former humble station, his heart was wrung; for,
with the fetters of a coward and slave, he felt that he possessed the
soul and the fire of a hero.
"Though poor and unpretending, I was a gentleman, so far as spirit,
bearing, and manners could make me. I have done nothing that is vile
or dishonourable; but now, after fetters have dishonoured these
hands, and prison-walls enclosed me, can I ever again look my equals
in the face? Yes! and may I perish, if Randal of Clermistonlee shall
not learn that in time!"
He spoke fiercely; for he had now, from very solitude, acquired a
habit of uttering his thoughts aloud. He could not suppress his
dread that Lilian Napier, in the present proscribed and friendless
state of her family, might too easily fall into the toils of that
famous and powerful roué, whose crimes and excesses, in a country so
rigidly moral, were regarded with a horror and detestation, that made
women generally shun his touch as they passed him in the street, and
his glance by the wayside. Remembering his parting words, the bitter
threat, and the fierce aspect of his visage and polecat eyes when he
last beheld him, Walter was justly under considerable apprehension,
that he might again be summoned before the Council, and either have
his sentence altered to one of greater severity, or have its most
degrading clauses carried into immediate execution. In fact, Lord
Clermistonlee's temporary indisposition alone deferred such a
catastrophe. Consequently day after day passed; the weeks ran on,
but he never saw another face than that of a grim old city-guardsman,
who each morning brought him a coarse cake, a bowl of porridge, and a
pitcher of water; and, acting strictly to the tenor of his orders,
withdrew without a word of greeting or condolence.
Thus day and night rolled on in weary and intense monotony, and poor
Walter by turns grew more fierce and impatient, or more listless and
apathetic. Sometimes he dosed and dreamed away the day, on his bed
of damp and fetid straw, and by night paced slowly the floor of that
little vault, every stone and joint and feature of which, became
indelibly impressed on his memory.
But a crisis came sooner than he had anticipated.
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