Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction; Seafaring life -- Fiction; Whaling -- Fiction
She might have destroyed what liquor remained aboard the _Sally_; but
she would not. That would not cure; it would only put off the end. At
their first port, Noll would get what he wanted.... And there were
islands all about them; he could reach land within a matter of
twenty-four hours, or forty-eight, at any time. She fought to help Noll
help himself; she would not do more. Noll was a man, not a baby desiring
the fire which must be kept beyond its reach. He knew his enemy, and he
embraced it knowingly.
Faith never felt more keenly the fact of her marriage to Noll than in
those last days of his life. She never thought of herself apart from
him; and when he debauched himself, she felt soiled as though she were
herself degraded. Nevertheless, she clung to him with all her soul;
clung to him, lived the vows she had given him.... There were other
times, after that first, when she dreamed of Brander.... But she could
not curb her dreams.... He was much in them; but waking, she put the man
away from her. She was Noll's; Noll was hers. Inescapable....
Brander avoided her. His heart was sick; she possessed it utterly. But
he gave no sign; he never relaxed the grip in which he held himself. Now
and then, on deck, when Noll swore at her, or whined, or fretted,
Brander had to swing away and put the thing behind him. But he did it;
he was strong enough to do this; he was almost strong enough to keep his
thoughts from Faith. Almost.... But not quite.... She dwelt always with
him; he was sick with sorrow, and pity, and yearning for the right to
cherish her.
They spoke when they had to, in cabin or on deck; but they were never
alone, and they avoided each the other as they would have shunned a
precipice....
Save for one day, a single day.... A day when Faith called Brander to
her on the deck and spoke to him.... A single day, that would have been,
but for the strength of Faith, the bloody destruction of them both.
This incident was the climax of two trains of events, extending over
days.... Extending, in the one case, back to that first day when Dan'l
had roused the brand of jealousy in Noll to flame. Dan'l had never let
that flame die out. He fanned it constantly; and when he saw in Faith's
eyes, after the matter of Roy's first theft of the whiskey, that she had
guessed his part in it, he threw himself more hotly into his intrigue.
He kept at Noll's side whenever it was possible; he whispered....
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