Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction; Seafaring life -- Fiction; Whaling -- Fiction
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That night, in the small hours, Noll screamed in a way that woke the
ship; he had come out of drunken slumber, desperate with a vivid
hallucination that appalled him....
He thought that Mauger was at him with a sheath knife, and that Brander
was at Mauger's back. Faith and Dan'l fought to soothe him; Faith in her
loose dressing-gown, her hair in its thick braid.... Dan'l had more eyes
for Faith than for Noll. He had never seen her thus before; never seen
her so beautiful; never seen her, he thought, so desperately to be
desired.... His lips were wet at the sight of her....
Noll's terror racked and tore at the man; it seemed to rip the very
flesh from his bones. When it passed, at last, and he fell asleep again,
he was wasted like a corpse.
Dan'l, looking at Noll and at Faith, wished Noll were a corpse indeed.
XX
A change was coming to pass in Faith at this time. As the strength
flowed out of Noll, it seemed to flow into her. As Noll weakened, Faith
was growing strong.
She had never lacked a calm strength of her own; the strength of a good
woman. But she was acquiring now the strength and resolution of a man.
At first, this was unconscious; the spectacle of Noll's degeneration
moved her by the force of contrast. But for a long time she clung to the
picture of the Noll of the past, clung to the hope that the captain
would become again the man she had married. And so long as she did this,
she made herself a part of him, his support.... She merged herself in
him, thought of herself only as his helpmate.... She had always tried to
stimulate his pride and strength; she had tried to lead him to reassume
the domination of the _Sally_ and all aboard her. And in the days before
Noll went out to kill his whale, she thought for a time she had
succeeded.
But when Noll came back to her that day, exhausted by the struggle, the
fire gone out of him, Faith perceived that he was a weak vessel,
cracking and breaking before her eyes.
Noll was gone; he was no longer a man. His hands and his heart had not
the force needed to enable him to command the _Sally_, to make the
voyage successful, to bring the bark safely back to port in the end.
Faith saw this; but she refused to consider the chance of failure. She
had married Noll when he was at the height of his apparent strength; the
signs of his disintegration were not yet apparent. They had swept upon
him suddenly.... But she would not have it said of him, when he was
gone, that he had sailed the seas too long; that he had failed at last,
and shamefully....
She had come to look upon the success of this last voyage of Noll's as a
sacred charge; and when Noll's shoulders weakened, she prepared
deliberately to take the burden on her own. The _Sally_ must come safely
home, with filled casks for old Jonathan Felt; she must come safely
home, no matter what happened to Noll--or to herself. The prosperity of
the _Sally Sims_ was almost a religion to Faith....
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