Cool, ironical smile. I could not forget that last time I had seen her,
in the roaring gate-house when she had struck Entt down.
I drew away from her. We were rushing through the black mist. The dark
panorama of the Lowlands was spread outside the cubby bull’s-eye.
“What do you want of me?” I demanded.
She told me tersely. This world of mine was strange to her. There was
much that I could tell her about it. I could be of great help to her,
if I would.
She toyed with her dark-lensed eyeglasses. “If you wish to help me,
Jeff--”
So strange, her caressing use of my single name! I think she was barely
aware of that caress in her tone. She leaned toward me as I shrank away.
“So? You are afraid? I thought the big man was different.” It was
not irony this time. Her dark eyes glowed. She touched my arm, and I
held tense. “You interest me, Jeff--” Then she sat back, away from
me. “I would not frighten you.” She added quietly, but there was a
sudden sweep of emotion back of it--unreasoning creature of moods and
passions: “Can’t you guess, Jeff? I want your regard--I want you to
admire me, respect me. I want your love. I frighten you? Oh, that I
would not do--”
* * * * *
Her smoldering eyes held me. Her voice was gentle. Life has different
standards. To her, man was a quarry to be pursued. She must not
frighten me!
She added: “You could have guessed that I loved you. It comes, this
thing that is love, so suddenly. You do not speak--”
I managed, “I did not guess--” This gray, imperious feline
creature--suddenly amorous now, I could not doubt. But the change from
love to hate could be swift. I repeated cautiously, “I did not guess.”
“But now, Jeff, you know, and I am going to conquer this big world up
here. I am a masterful woman, Jeff--most powerful. I want you to think
of that--you who are so big, so strong and beautiful of body--a man
so worthy to rule this world with me. You could help me, Jeff--the
inspiration I would have with you beside me--”
She paused. I began: “Why--”
“Do not answer now. You are frightened. I would not confuse you. I
want, some time, not now, your love.”
“Why--” There was nothing I dared say. Her mood, exactly as I feared,
turned suddenly.
“This girl of the Middge I found you with!” She rasped it out. “You
love her?”
“No,” I said, alarmed for Nereid.
Rhana’s gaze searched me. “You are lying! Oh, but why should I think
that little white creature could interest you? She amounts to nothing.”
“She loves my friend,” I said, “not me. Nor I her.” I decided to chance
it; I might perhaps bargain. “You want me to help you, Rhana, to tell
you what I can about this world of mine? If I do it will you treat me
kindly?”
She smiled gently. “Why should I harm you? I want your admiration for
what I do--for the woman, the leader that I am. A woman of destiny, as
you call it, Jeff.”
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