“Why, I never thought of it like that,” she said. “But I guess you’re
right.” She looked at Lis thoughtfully, that new, warm smile still
curling up the corners of her lips. “I’m glad you are going to be here
instead of Tommy,” she announced, unexpectedly. “He and Erica don’t like
me, but I sort of think maybe—maybe you might let me be your friend.”
That last was said so humbly and wistfully, without any of her usual
sharpness and discontent, that the boy was genuinely touched.
“You bet I’ll let you be my friend, Milly,” he said, decidedly. “You
just count on me, and when you feel homesick, or things—go kind of
wrong, you come and tell me about it. See? It always helps a lot if you
can talk your worries over with some one. And I know,” he added, more
awkwardly, “that Ricky and Tom will want to be your friends, too, if
you’d only give ‘em an idea you’d meet them halfway. I guess they think
you don’t like them, either.”
To this Milly made no answer, but as she did not argue the point Lis
felt encouraged.
“I know what homesickness is,” he volunteered after a second little
silence had fallen between them. “I would have given most anything at
times, on that voyage to China, to be back here on Orange Street. You
see, I’d never been away from home before, and I missed
everyone—specially Tom.”
“It isn’t all homesickness with me,” Milly said, honestly. “I haven’t a
nice disposition, really. If I know people round me love me and want me
with them, why I—I’d do just _anything_ for them. I always thought of my
mother first, and I do now of Barbee, and—and I’m fond of Cousin Callie.
But—it’s a horrid feeling,” she burst out, vehemently, her face flushing
hotly, “to know you’re not wanted—that you’re only in the way, and—and
that you’re—dependent on—on charity for your food and home and—and
clothes. Mother didn’t leave any money for Barbee and me. Poor little
mother, she worked hard at dress-making up to the very last, to keep a
roof over our heads. I used to wish so hard I was a few years older, so
I could earn money, too—somehow. Of course, uncle helped as much as he
could, but he has only his pay as mate on a packet, you know, and there
are others in the family to call on him, too.”
Lis’s face was very grave and sympathetic.
“Yes, that was hard—seeing your mother troubled about money, I mean,” he
agreed. “We haven’t much ourselves, but we’re—not poor. We’ve got our
home, and mother has a small income, and some day Tom and I’ll be
earning more, of course. So you mustn’t ever feel you and Barbee are any
burden. It doesn’t cost us anything to have you two sleep in the
house—now, does it? Be sensible,” he urged, anxiously. “And you more
than pay for the little you eat, by helping mother as you do with the
housework and the sewing. You’re not—not dependent at all, Milly Thorne.
I think that’s an unkind word to use between relations—truly I do.”
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