Delightful, and yet serious life, this, that we have planned for our
fair patient and her sole child. What charming solitude in this short
widowhood. How new the situation. No housekeeping, no business. With
her boy, she is even more alone than she would be without him. But for
him she would be intruded upon by reverie and vain fancies. But her
innocent guardian, her boy, keeps all such fancies away. He occupies
her, causes her to talk, and talks to her of home, and he thus
constantly reminds her of him who, in their far off home, is toiling
for them, and she counts the days to her return.
Flourish, pure and amiable woman. You are now even younger than ever,
you have become a girl again, free, sweetly free, under the
guardianship of your boy.
CHAPTER IV.
FIRST ASPIRATION OF THE SEA.
It is a great and sudden transition to leave Paris in the beautiful
month of June when the great city is resplendent with its magnificent
gardens and its chestnut trees in bloom. June would be delightful on
the coast if one had a single companion and the crowd had not arrived.
But when one is alone on the deserted, with the great sea, we are
touched with a sort of melancholy.
On a first visit to the coast the impression made is not very
favorable. There is aridity, there is wildness, and yet there is a
certain monotony. The novel grandeur of the spectacle makes us feel,
by contrast, how weak and small we are, and that thought thrills the
heart. The delicate chest that so lately was confined in a chamber,
and now finds itself suddenly removed to this vast open chamber of the
universe, with the sun shining so brightly and the sea breeze blowing
so strongly, feels oppressed. The child comes, goes, and the mother
sits down, shivering in the free fresh breeze. The warmth of the home
she has but just left comes to her mind and she saddens. But her boy
frolics gaily and that soon consoles her.
All this will soon pass away Madame. Be resolute; your impressions
will be very different when you become better acquainted with the Sea
and think of its myriads of inhabitants. And that painful constriction
of the lungs will pass away too, when you become accustomed to the
free atmosphere of the sea. You require time to accustom yourself to
it, by and by, not thinking about it, as your boy plays with you in
sheltered nooks, you will breathe freely and your chest will dilate
without pain and without conscious effort. But, just at first, I
advise you not to stay too long at a time on the beach, but rather to
take your walk inland.
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