I dropped my arm for a moment, and a moment only. Again the knife was
raised, and Wolf Larsen would have surely died had she not stepped
between. Her arms were around me, her hair was brushing my face. My
pulse rushed up in an unwonted manner, yet my rage mounted with it. She
looked me bravely in the eyes.
“For my sake,” she begged.
“I would kill him for your sake!” I cried, trying to free my arm without
hurting her.
“Hush!” she said, and laid her fingers lightly on my lips. I could have
kissed them, had I dared, even then, in my rage, the touch of them was so
sweet, so very sweet. “Please, please,” she pleaded, and she disarmed me
by the words, as I was to discover they would ever disarm me.
I stepped back, separating from her, and replaced the knife in its
sheath. I looked at Wolf Larsen. He still pressed his left hand against
his forehead. It covered his eyes. His head was bowed. He seemed to
have grown limp. His body was sagging at the hips, his great shoulders
were drooping and shrinking forward.
“Van Weyden!” he called hoarsely, and with a note of fright in his
voice. “Oh, Van Weyden! where are you?”
I looked at Maud. She did not speak, but nodded her head.
“Here I am,” I answered, stepping to his side. “What is the matter?”
“Help me to a seat,” he said, in the same hoarse, frightened voice.
“I am a sick man; a very sick man, Hump,” he said, as he left my
sustaining grip and sank into a chair.
His head dropped forward on the table and was buried in his hands. From
time to time it rocked back and forward as with pain. Once, when he half
raised it, I saw the sweat standing in heavy drops on his forehead about
the roots of his hair.
“I am a sick man, a very sick man,” he repeated again, and yet once
again.
“What is the matter?” I asked, resting my hand on his shoulder. “What
can I do for you?”
But he shook my hand off with an irritated movement, and for a long time
I stood by his side in silence. Maud was looking on, her face awed and
frightened. What had happened to him we could not imagine.
“Hump,” he said at last, “I must get into my bunk. Lend me a hand. I’ll
be all right in a little while. It’s those damn headaches, I believe. I
was afraid of them. I had a feeling—no, I don’t know what I’m talking
about. Help me into my bunk.”
But when I got him into his bunk he again buried his face in his hands,
covering his eyes, and as I turned to go I could hear him murmuring, “I
am a sick man, a very sick man.”
Maud looked at me inquiringly as I emerged. I shook my head, saying:
“Something has happened to him. What, I don’t know. He is helpless, and
frightened, I imagine, for the first time in his life. It must have
occurred before he received the knife-thrust, which made only a
superficial wound. You must have seen what happened.”
She shook her head. “I saw nothing. It is just as mysterious to me. He
suddenly released me and staggered away. But what shall we do? What
shall I do?”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account