The worst of the storm must have blown that night, though little I
noticed it. I had succumbed and slept where I sat in the stern-sheets.
The morning of the fourth day found the wind diminished to a gentle
whisper, the sea dying down and the sun shining upon us. Oh, the blessed
sun! How we bathed our poor bodies in its delicious warmth, reviving
like bugs and crawling things after a storm. We smiled again, said
amusing things, and waxed optimistic over our situation. Yet it was, if
anything, worse than ever. We were farther from Japan than the night we
left the _Ghost_. Nor could I more than roughly guess our latitude and
longitude. At a calculation of a two-mile drift per hour, during the
seventy and odd hours of the storm, we had been driven at least one
hundred and fifty miles to the north-east. But was such calculated drift
correct? For all I knew, it might have been four miles per hour instead
of two. In which case we were another hundred and fifty miles to the
bad.
Where we were I did not know, though there was quite a likelihood that we
were in the vicinity of the _Ghost_. There were seals about us, and I
was prepared to sight a sealing-schooner at any time. We did sight one,
in the afternoon, when the north-west breeze had sprung up freshly once
more. But the strange schooner lost itself on the sky-line and we alone
occupied the circle of the sea.
Came days of fog, when even Maud’s spirit drooped and there were no merry
words upon her lips; days of calm, when we floated on the lonely
immensity of sea, oppressed by its greatness and yet marvelling at the
miracle of tiny life, for we still lived and struggled to live; days of
sleet and wind and snow-squalls, when nothing could keep us warm; or days
of drizzling rain, when we filled our water-breakers from the drip of the
wet sail.
And ever I loved Maud with an increasing love. She was so many-sided, so
many-mooded—“protean-mooded” I called her. But I called her this, and
other and dearer things, in my thoughts only. Though the declaration of
my love urged and trembled on my tongue a thousand times, I knew that it
was no time for such a declaration. If for no other reason, it was no
time, when one was protecting and trying to save a woman, to ask that
woman for her love. Delicate as was the situation, not alone in this but
in other ways, I flattered myself that I was able to deal delicately with
it; and also I flattered myself that by look or sign I gave no
advertisement of the love I felt for her. We were like good comrades,
and we grew better comrades as the days went by.
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