With a shrug of the shoulders, but with the warmest admiration and pride
at heart for this woman, I equipped her with the broken oar and took
another for myself. It was with nervous trepidation that we made the
first few rods of the journey. Once Maud screamed in terror as a cow
thrust an inquisitive nose toward her foot, and several times I quickened
my pace for the same reason. But, beyond warning coughs from either
side, there were no signs of hostility. It was a rookery which had never
been raided by the hunters, and in consequence the seals were
mild-tempered and at the same time unafraid.
In the very heart of the herd the din was terrific. It was almost
dizzying in its effect. I paused and smiled reassuringly at Maud, for I
had recovered my equanimity sooner than she. I could see that she was
still badly frightened. She came close to me and shouted:
“I’m dreadfully afraid!”
And I was not. Though the novelty had not yet worn off, the peaceful
comportment of the seals had quieted my alarm. Maud was trembling.
“I’m afraid, and I’m not afraid,” she chattered with shaking jaws. “It’s
my miserable body, not I.”
“It’s all right, it’s all right,” I reassured her, my arm passing
instinctively and protectingly around her.
I shall never forget, in that moment, how instantly conscious I became of
my manhood. The primitive deeps of my nature stirred. I felt myself
masculine, the protector of the weak, the fighting male. And, best of
all, I felt myself the protector of my loved one. She leaned against me,
so light and lily-frail, and as her trembling eased away it seemed as
though I became aware of prodigious strength. I felt myself a match for
the most ferocious bull in the herd, and I know, had such a bull charged
upon me, that I should have met it unflinchingly and quite coolly, and I
know that I should have killed it.
“I am all right now,” she said, looking up at me gratefully. “Let us go
on.”
And that the strength in me had quieted her and given her confidence,
filled me with an exultant joy. The youth of the race seemed burgeoning
in me, over-civilized man that I was, and I lived for myself the old
hunting days and forest nights of my remote and forgotten ancestry. I
had much for which to thank Wolf Larsen, was my thought as we went along
the path between the jostling harems.
A quarter of a mile inland we came upon the holluschickie—sleek young
bulls, living out the loneliness of their bachelorhood and gathering
strength against the day when they would fight their way into the ranks
of the Benedicts.
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