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“But then, over the noise of the wind and the waters came the voice they
knew so well. It said, ‘Be of good cheer: it is I. Be not afraid.’ I
should think, between wonder and gladness, they hardly knew for some
moments where they were or what they were about. Peter was the first to
recover himself apparently. In the first flush of his delight he felt
strong and full of courage. ‘Lord, if it be thou,’ he said, ‘bid me come
unto thee on the water.’ Jesus just said, ‘Come;’ and Peter unshipped
his oar, and scrambled over the gunwale on to the sea. But when he let
go his hold of the boat, and began to look about him, and saw how the
wind was tearing the water, and how it tossed and raved between him and
Jesus, he began to be afraid. And as soon as he began to be afraid he
began to sink; but he had, notwithstanding his fear, just sense enough
to do the one sensible thing; he cried out, ‘Lord, save me.’ And Jesus
put out his hand, and took hold of him, and lifted him up out of the
water, and said to him, ‘O thou of little faith, wherefore didst thou
doubt? And then they got into the boat, and the wind fell all at once,
and altogether.
“Now, you will not think that Peter was a coward, will you? It wasn’t
that he hadn’t courage, but that he hadn’t enough of it. And why was it
that he hadn’t enough of it? Because he hadn’t faith enough. Peter was
always very easily impressed with the look of things. It wasn’t at all
likely that a man should be able to walk on the water; and yet Peter
found himself standing on the water: you would have thought that when
once he found himself standing on the water, he need not be afraid of
the wind and the waves that lay between him and Jesus. But they looked
so ugly that the fearfulness of them took hold of his heart, and his
courage went. You would have thought that the greatest trial of his
courage was over when he got out of the boat, and that there was
comparatively little more ahead of him. Yet the sight of the waves and
the blast of the boisterous wind were too much for him. I will tell you
how I fancy it was; and I think there are several instances of the same
kind of thing in Peter’s life. When he got out of the boat, and found
himself standing on the water, he began to think much of himself for
being able to do so, and fancy himself better and greater than his
companions, and an especial favourite of God above them. Now, there is
nothing that kills faith sooner than pride. The two are directly against
each other. The moment that Peter grew proud, and began to think about
himself instead of about his Master, he began to lose his faith, and
then he grew afraid, and then he began to sink--and that brought him to
his senses. Then he forgot himself and remembered his Master, and
then the hand of the Lord caught him, and the voice of the Lord gently
rebuked him for the smallness of his faith, asking, ‘Wherefore
didst thou doubt?’ I wonder if Peter was able to read his own heart
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