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Here I opened my New Testament, and read fragmentarily, “‘But whom say
ye that I am?... Thou art the Christ, the Son of the living God....
Blessed art thou, Simon.... My Father hath revealed that unto thee. I
will give unto thee the keys of the kingdom of heaven.... I must suffer
many things, and be killed, and be raised again the third day.... Be it
far from thee, Lord. This shall not be unto thee.... Get thee behind me,
Satan. Thou art an offence unto me.’ Just contemplate the change here
in the words of our Lord. ‘Blessed art thou.’ ‘Thou art an offence unto
me.’ Think what change has passed on Peter’s mood before the second of
these words could be addressed to him to whom the first had just been
spoken. The Lord had praised him. Peter grew self-sufficient, even to
the rebuking of him whose praise had so uplifted him. But it is ever
so. A man will gain a great moral victory: glad first, then uplifted,
he will fall before a paltry temptation. I have sometimes wondered, too,
whether his denial of our Lord had anything to do with his satisfaction
with himself for making that onslaught upon the high priest’s servant.
It was a brave thing and a faithful to draw a single sword against a
multitude. In his fiery eagerness and inexperience, the blow, well meant
to cleave Malchus’s head, missed, and only cut off his ear; but Peter
had herein justified his confident saying that he would not deny him. He
was not one to deny his Lord who had been the first to confess him! Yet
ere the cock had crowed, ere the morning had dawned, the vulgar grandeur
of the palace of the high priest (for let it be art itself, it was
vulgar grandeur beside that grandeur which it caused Peter to deny), and
the accusing tone of a maid-servant, were enough to make him quail whom
the crowd with lanterns, and torches, and weapons, had only roused to
fight. True, he was excited then, and now he was cold in the middle of
the night, with Jesus gone from his sight a prisoner, and for the faces
of friends that had there surrounded him and strengthened him with their
sympathy, now only the faces of those who were, or whom at least Peter
thought to be on the other side, looking at him curiously, as a strange
intruder into their domains. Alas, that the courage which led him to
follow the Lord should have thus led him, not to deny him, but into the
denial of him! Yet why should I say _alas?_ If the denial of our Lord
lay in his heart a possible thing, only prevented by his being kept in
favourable circumstances for confessing him, it was a thousand times
better that he should deny him, and thus know what a poor weak thing
that heart of his was, trust it no more, and give it up to the Master
to make it strong, and pure, and grand. For such an end the Lord was
willing to bear all the pain of Peter’s denial. O, the love of that Son
of Man, who in the midst of all the wretched weaknesses of those who
surrounded him, loved the best in them, and looked forward to his own
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