Christian fiction; Neighborhoods -- Scotland -- Fiction
Mr. Percivale spoke earnestly. Wynnie, either from disappointment or
despair, probably from a mixture of both, apparently fancied that, or
rather felt as if, he was scolding her, and got cross. This was anything
but dignified, especially with a stranger, and one who was doing his
best to help her. And yet, somehow, I must with shame confess I was not
altogether sorry to see it. In fact, my reader, I must just uncover my
sin, and say that I felt a little jealous of Mr. Percivale. The negative
reason was that I had not yet learned to love him. The only cure
for jealousy is love. But I was ashamed too of Wynnie’s behaving so
childishly. Her face flushed, the tears came in her eyes, and she rose,
saying, with a little choke in her voice--
“I see it’s no use trying. I won’t intrude any more into things I am
incapable of. I am much obliged to you, Mr. Percivale, for showing me
how presumptuous I have been.”
The painter rose as she rose, looking greatly concerned. But he did not
attempt to answer her. Indeed she gave him no time. He could only spring
after her to open the door for her. A more than respectful bow as she
left the room was his only adieu. But when he turned his face again
towards me, it expressed even a degree of consternation.
“I fear,” he said, approaching me with an almost military step, much at
variance with the shadow upon his countenance, “I fear I have been rude
to Miss Walton, but nothing was farther--”
“You mistake entirely, Mr. Percivale. I heard all you were saying, and
you were not in the least rude. On the contrary, I consider you were
very kind to take the trouble with her you did. Allow me to make the
apology for my daughter which I am sure she will wish made when she
recovers from the disappointment of finding more obstacles in the way of
her favourite pursuit than she had previously supposed. She is only
too ready to lose heart, and she paid too little attention to your
approbation and too much--in proportion, I mean--to your--criticism. She
felt discouraged and lost her temper, but more with herself and her poor
attempts, I venture to assure you, than with your remarks upon them. She
is too much given to despising her own efforts.”
“But I must have been to blame if I caused any such feeling with regard
to those drawings, for I assure you they contain great promise.”
“I am glad you think so. That I should myself be of the same opinion can
be of no consequence.”
“Miss Walton at least sees what ought to be represented. All she needs
is greater severity in the quality of representation. And that would
have grown without any remark from onlookers. Only a friendly criticism
is sometimes a great help. It opens the eyes a little sooner than they
would have opened of themselves. And time,” he added, with a half sigh
and with an appeal in his tone, as if he would justify himself to my
conscience, “is half the battle in this world. It is over so soon.”
“No sooner than it ought to be,” I rejoined.
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