Christian fiction; Neighborhoods -- Scotland -- Fiction
“You might give him credit for a little honesty, at least.”
“Yes; but things may be true in a way, you know, and not mean much.”
“He seems to have succeeded in reconciling you to the prosecution
of your efforts, however; for I saw you go out with your sketching
apparatus this afternoon.”
“Yes,” she answered shyly. “He was so kind that somehow I got heart to
try again. He’s very nice, isn’t he?”
My answer was not quite ready.
“Don’t you like him, papa?”
“Well--I like him--yes. But we must not be in haste with our judgments,
you know. I have had very little opportunity of seeing into him. There
is much in him that I like, but--”
“But what? please, papa.”
“To tell the truth then, Wynnie, for I can speak my mind to you,
my child, there is a certain shyness of approaching the subject of
religion; so that I have my fears lest he should belong to any of these
new schools of a fragmentary philosophy which acknowledge no source of
truth but the testimony of the senses and the deductions made therefrom
by the intellect.”
“But is not that a hasty conclusion, papa?”
“That is a hasty question, my dear. I have come to no conclusion. I was
only speaking confidentially about my fears.”
“Perhaps, papa, it’s only that he’s not sure enough, and is afraid of
appearing to profess more than he believes. I’m sure, if that’s it, I
have the greatest sympathy with him.”
I looked at her, and saw the tears gathering fast in her eyes.
“Pray to God on the chance of his hearing you, my darling, and go to
sleep,” I said. “I will not think hardly of you because you cannot be so
sure as I am. How could you be? You have not had my experience. Perhaps
you are right about Mr. Percivale too. But it would be an awkward thing
to get intimate with him, you know, and then find out that we did not
like him after all. You couldn’t like a man much, could you, who did not
believe in anything greater than himself, anything marvellous, grand,
beyond our understanding--who thought that he had come out of the dirt
and was going back to the dirt?”
“I could, papa, if he tried to do his duty notwithstanding--for I’m sure
I couldn’t. I should cry myself to death.”
“You are right, my child. I should honour him too. But I should be very
sorry for him. For he would be so disappointed in himself.”
I do not know whether this was the best answer to make, but I had little
time to think.
“But you don’t know that he’s like that.”
“I do not, my dear. And more, I will not associate the idea with him
till I know for certain. We will leave it to ignorant old ladies who lay
claim to an instinct for theology to jump at conclusions, and reserve
ours--as even such a man as we have been supposing might well teach
us--till we have sufficient facts from which to draw them. Now go to
bed, my child.”
“Good-night then, dear papa,” she said, and left me with a kiss.
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