Christian fiction; Neighborhoods -- Scotland -- Fiction
I will not linger over the sad details of vain endeavour. The honoured
head of a family, he had departed and left a good name behind him.
But even in the midst of my poor attentions to the quiet, speechless,
pale-faced wife, who sat at the head of the corpse, I could not help
feeling anxious about the effect on my Connie. It was impossible to keep
the matter concealed from her. The undoubted concern on the faces of
the two boys was enough to reveal that something serious and painful had
occurred; while my wife and Wynnie, and indeed the whole household, were
busy in attending to every remotest suggestion of aid that reached
them from the little crowd gathered about the body. At length it was
concluded, on the verdict of the medical man who had been sent for, that
all further effort was useless. The body was borne away, and I led the
poor lady to her lodging, and remained there with her till I found that,
as she lay on the sofa, the sleep that so often dogs the steps of sorrow
had at length thrown its veil over her consciousness, and put her for
the time to rest. There is a gentle consolation in the firmness of the
grasp of the inevitable, known but to those who are led through the
valley of the shadow. I left her with her son and daughter, and returned
to my own family. They too were of course in the skirts of the cloud.
Had they only heard of the occurrence, it would have had little effect;
but death had appeared to them. Everyone but Connie had seen the dead
lying there; and before the day was over, I wished that she too had
seen the dead. For I found from what she said at intervals, and from the
shudder that now and then passed through her, that her imagination was
at work, showing but the horrors that belong to death; for the enfolding
peace that accompanies it can be known but by sight of the dead. When
I spoke to her, she seemed, and I suppose for the time felt tolerably
quiet and comfortable; but I could see that the words she had heard fall
in the going and coming, and the communications of Charlie and Harry to
each other, had made as it were an excoriation on her fancy, to which
her consciousness was ever returning. And now I became more grateful
than I had yet been for the gift of that gipsy-child. For I felt no
anxiety about Connie so long as she was with her. The presence even of
her mother could not relieve her, for she and Wynnie were both clouded
with the same awe, and its reflex in Connie was distorted by her fancy.
But the sweet ignorance of the baby, which rightly considered is
more than a type or symbol of faith, operated most healingly; for she
appeared in her sweet merry ways--no baby was ever more filled with the
mere gladness of life than Connie’s baby--to the mood in which they
all were, like a little sunny window in a cathedral crypt, telling of a
whole universe of sunshine and motion beyond those oppressed pillars and
low-groined arches. And why should not the baby know best? I believe the
babies do know best.
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