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and through and in them all: gold and gold met, with the waters between.
And what gave an added life to their motion was, that all the ripples
made shadows on the clear yellow below them. The eye could not see
the rippling on the surface; but the sun saw it, and drew it in
multitudinous shadowy motion upon the sand, with the play of a thousand
fancies of gold burnished and dead, of sunlight and yellow, trembling,
melting, curving, blending, vanishing ever, ever renewed. It was as if
all the water-marks upon a web of golden silk had been set in wildest
yet most graceful curvilinear motion by the breath of a hundred playful
zephyrs. My eye could not be filled with seeing. I stood in speechless
delight for a while, gazing at the “endless ending” which was “the
humour of the game,” and thinking how in all God’s works the laws of
beauty are wrought out in evanishment, in birth and death. There, there
is no hoarding, but an ever-fresh creating, an eternal flow of life
from the heart of the All-beautiful. Hence even the heart of man cannot
hoard. His brain or his hand may gather into its box and hoard; but the
moment the thing has passed into the box, the heart has lost it and is
hungry again. If man would _have,_ it is the giver he must have; the
eternal, the original, the ever-outpouring is alone within his reach;
the everlasting _creation_ is his heritage. Therefore all that he makes
must be free to come and go through the heart of his child; he can enjoy
it only as it passes, can enjoy only its life, its soul, its vision,
its meaning, not itself. To hoard rubies and sapphires is as useless and
hopeless for the heart, as if I were to attempt to hoard this marvel of
sand and water and sunlight in the same iron chest with the musty deeds
of my wife’s inheritance.
“Father,” I murmured half aloud, “thou alone art, and I am because thou
art. Thy will shall be mine.”
I know that I must have spoken aloud, because I remember the start of
consciousness and discomposure occasioned by the voice of Percivale
greeting me.
“I beg your pardon,” he added; “I did not mean to startle you, Mr.
Walton. I thought you were only looking at Nature’s childplay--not
thinking.”
“I know few things _more_ fit to set one thinking than what you have
very well called Nature’s childplay,” I returned. “Is Nature very
heartless now, do you think, to go on with this kind of thing at our
feet, when away up yonder lies the awful London, with so many sores
festering in her heart?”
“You must answer your own question, Mr. Walton. You know I cannot. I
confess I feel the difficulty deeply. I will go further, and confess
that the discrepancy makes me doubt many things I would gladly believe.
I know _you_ are able to distinguish between a glad unbelief and a
sorrowful doubt.”
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