Christian fiction; Neighborhoods -- Scotland -- Fiction
If I Him but have,
Mine the world I hail!
Glad as cherub smiling grave,
Holding back the virgin’s veil.
Sunk and lost in seeing,
Earthly fears have died from all my being.
Where I have but Him
Is my Fatherland;
And all gifts and graces come
Heritage into my hand:
Brothers long deplored
I in his disciples find restored.”
“What a lovely hymn, papa!” exclaimed Connie. She could always speak
more easily than either her mother or sister. “Who wrote it?”
“Friedrich von Hardenberg, known, where he is known, as Novalis.”
“But he must have written it in German. Did you translate it?”
“Yes. You will find, I think, that I have kept form, thought, and
feeling, however I may have failed in making an English poem of it.”
“O, you dear papa, it is lovely! Is it long since you did it?”
“Years before you were born, Connie.”
“To think of you having lived so long, and being one of us!” she
returned. “Was he a Roman Catholic, papa?”
“No, he was a Moravian. At least, his parents were. I don’t think he
belonged to any section of the church in particular.”
“But oughtn’t he, papa?”
“Certainly not, my dear, except he saw good reason for it. But what is
the use of asking such questions, after a hymn like that?”
“O, I didn’t think anything bad, papa, I assure you. It was only that I
wanted to know more about him.”
The tears were in her eyes, and I was sorry I had treated as significant
what was really not so. But the constant tendency to consider
Christianity as associated of necessity with this or that form of
it, instead of as simply obedience to Christ, had grown more and more
repulsive to me as I had grown myself, for it always seemed like an
insult to my brethren in Christ; hence the least hint of it in my
children I was too ready to be down upon like a most unchristian ogre.
I took her hand in mine, and she was comforted, for she saw in my face
that I was sorry, and yet she could see that there was reason at the
root of my haste.
“But,” said Wynnie, who, I thought afterwards, must have strengthened
herself to speak from the instinctive desire to show Percivale how far
she was from being out of sympathy with what he might suppose formed a
barrier between him and me--“But,” she said, “the lovely feeling in that
poem seems to me, as in all the rest of such poems, to belong only to
the New Testament, and have nothing to do with this world round about
us. These things look as if they were only for drawing and painting and
being glad in, not as if they had relations with all those awful and
solemn things. As soon as I try to get the two together, I lose both of
them.”
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