Christian fiction; Neighborhoods -- Scotland -- Fiction
creature of the north, and not of the south; the hot sun of prosperity
would wither her up. Give her a bleak hill-side, and a glint or two of
sunshine between the hailstorms, and she will live and grow; give her
poverty and love, and life will be interesting to her as a romance; give
her money and position, and she will grow dull and haughty. She will
believe in nothing that poet can sing or architect build. She will, like
Cassius, scorn her spirit for being moved to smile at anything.”
I had stood regarding her for a moment. She turned and saw me, and came
forward with her usual morning greeting.
“I beg your pardon, papa: I thought it was Walter.”
“I am glad to see a smile on your face, my love.”
“Don’t think me very disagreeable, papa. I know I am a trouble to you.
But I am a trouble to myself first. I fear I have a discontented mind
and a complaining temper. But I do try, and I will try hard to overcome
it.”
“It will not get the better of you, so long as you do the duty of the
moment. But I think, as I told you before, that you are not very well,
and that your indisposition is going to do you good by making you think
about some things you are ready to think about, but which you might have
banished if you had been in good health and spirits. You are feeling as
you never felt before, that you need a presence in your soul of which
at least you haven’t enough yet. But I preached quite enough to you
yesterday, and I won’t go on the same way to-day again. Only I wanted to
comfort you. Come and give me my breakfast.”
“You do comfort me, papa,” she answered, approaching the table. “I know
I don’t show what I feel as I ought, but you do comfort me much. Don’t
you like a day like this, papa?”
“I do, my dear. I always did. And I think you take after me in that, as
you do in a good many things besides. That is how I understand you so
well.”
“Do I really take after you, papa? Are you sure that you understand me
so well?” she asked, brightening up.
“I know I do,” I returned, replying to her last question.
“Better than I do myself?” she asked with an arch smile.
“Considerably, if I mistake not,” I answered.
“How delightful! To think that I am understood even when I don’t
understand myself!”
“But even if I am wrong, you are yet understood. The blessedness of life
is that we can hide nothing from God. If we could hide anything from
God, that hidden thing would by and by turn into a terrible disease.
It is the sight of God that keeps and makes things clean. But as we are
both, by mutual confession, fond of this kind of weather, what do you
say to going out with me? I have to visit a sick woman.”
“You don’t mean Mrs. Coombes, papa?”
“No, my dear. I did not hear she was ill.”
“O, I daresay it is nothing much. Only old nursey said yesterday she was
in bed with a bad cold, or something of that sort.”
“We’ll call and inquire as we pass,--that is, if you are inclined to go
with me.”
“How can you put an _if_ to that, papa?”
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