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“You told me I was like you, papa; and you look as if you liked the idea
of it too.”
“_Per se_, certainly, a storm is pleasant to me. I should not like a
world without storms any more than I should like that Frenchman’s
idea of the perfection of the earth, when all was to be smooth as a
trim-shaven lawn, rocks and mountains banished, and the sea breaking on
the shore only in wavelets of ginger-beer or lemonade, I forget
which. But the older you grow, the more sides of a thing will present
themselves to your contemplation. The storm may be grand and exciting in
itself, but you cannot help thinking of the people that are in it. Think
for a moment of the multitude of vessels, great and small, which are
gathered within the skirts of that angry vapour out there. I fear the
toils of the storm are around them. Look at the barometer in the hall,
my dear, and tell me what it says.”
She went and returned.
“It was not very low, papa--only at rain; but the moment I touched it,
the hand dropped an inch.”
“Yes, I thought so. All things look stormy. It may not be very bad here,
however.”
“That doesn’t make much difference though, does it, papa?”
“No further than that being creatures in time and space, we must think
of things from our own standpoint.”
“But I remember very well how, when we were children, you would not let
nurse teach us Dr. Watts’s hymns for children, because you said they
tended to encourage selfishness.”
“Yes; I remember it very well. Some of them make the contrast
between the misery of others and our own comforts so immediately the
apparent--mind, I only say apparent--ground of thankfulness, that they
are not fit for teaching. I do think that if you could put Dr. Watts to
the question, he would abjure any such intention, saying that only
he meant to heighten the sense of our obligation. But it does tend
to selfishness and, what is worse, self-righteousness, and is very
dangerous therefore. What right have I to thank God that I am not as
other men are in anything? I have to thank God for the good things he
has given to me; but how dare I suppose that he is not doing the same
for other people in proportion to their capacity? I don’t like to appear
to condemn Dr. Watts’s hymns. Certainly he has written the very worst
hymns I know; but he has likewise written the best--for public worship,
I mean.”
“Well, but, papa, I have heard you say that any simple feeling that
comes of itself cannot be wrong in itself. If I feel a delight in the
idea of a storm, I cannot help it coming.”
“I never said you could, my dear. I only said that as we get older,
other things we did not feel at first come to show themselves more to
us, and impress us more.”
Thus my child and I went on, like two pendulums crossing each other in
their swing, trying to reach the same dead beat of mutual intelligence.
“But,” said Wynnie, “you say everybody is in God’s hands as well as we.”
“Yes, surely, my dear; as much out in yon stormy haze as here beside the
fire.”
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