Christian fiction; Neighborhoods -- Scotland -- Fiction
“I have hardly had enough of it yet,” returned Percivale. “I shall have
a stroll along the heights here, and when the tide has fallen a little
way from the foot of the cliffs I shall go down on the sands and watch
awhile there.”
“Well, you’re a younger man than I am; but I’ve seen the day, as Lear
says. What an odd tendency we old men have to boast of the past: we
would be judged by the past, not by the present. We always speak of
the strength that is withered and gone, as if we had some claim upon it
still. But I am not going to talk in this storm. I am always talking.”
“I will go with you as far as the village, and then I will turn and take
my way along the downs for a mile or two; I don’t mind being wet.”
“I didn’t once.”
“Don’t you think,” resumed Percivale, “that in some sense the old
man--not that I can allow _you_ that dignity yet, Mr. Walton--has a right
to regard the past as his own?”
“That would be scanned,” I answered, as we walked towards the village.
“Surely the results of the past are the man’s own. Any action of the
man’s, upon which the life in him reposes, remains his. But suppose a
man had done a good deed once, and instead of making that a foundation
upon which to build more good, grew so vain of it that he became
incapable of doing anything more of the same sort, you could not say
that the action belonged to him still. Therein he has severed his
connection with the past. Again, what has never in any deep sense been a
man’s own, cannot surely continue to be his afterwards. Thus the things
that a man has merely possessed once, the very people who most admired
him for their sakes when he had them, give him no credit for after he
has lost them. Riches that have taken to themselves wings leave with
the poor man only a surpassing poverty. Strength, likewise, which can so
little depend on any exercise of the will in man, passes from him with
the years. It was not his all the time; it was but lent him, and had
nothing to do with his inward force. A bodily feeble man may put forth
a mighty life-strength in effort, and show nothing to the eyes of his
neighbour; while the strong man gains endless admiration for what he
could hardly help. But the effort of the one remains, for it was his
own; the strength of the other passes from him, for it was never his
own. So with beauty, which the commonest woman acknowledges never to
have been hers in seeking to restore it by deception. So, likewise, in a
great measure with intellect.”
“But if you take away intellect as well, what do you leave a man that
can in any way be called his own?”
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