Christian fiction; Neighborhoods -- Scotland -- Fiction
I led the way home, and he accompanied me without further objection or
apology. After dinner, I proposed that we should go upon the downs, for
the day was warm and bright. We sat on the grass. I felt that I could
not talk to them as from myself. I knew nothing of the possible gulfs
of sorrow in their hearts. To me their forms seemed each like a hill
in whose unseen bosom lay a cavern of dripping waters, perhaps with a
subterranean torrent of anguish raving through its hollows and tumbling
down hidden precipices, whose voice God only heard, and God only could
still. This daughter _might_, though from her face I did not think it,
have gone away against her father’s will. That son _might_ have been a
ne’er-do-well at home--how could I tell? The woman _might_ be looking
for the lover that had forsaken her--I could not divine. I would speak
no words of my own. The Son of God had spoken words of comfort to
his mourning friends, when he was the present God and they were the
forefront of humanity; I would read some of the words he spoke. From
them the human nature in each would draw what comfort it could. I took
my New Testament from my pocket, and said, without any preamble,
“When our Lord was going to die, he knew that his friends loved
him enough to be very wretched about it. He knew that they would be
overwhelmed for a time with trouble. He knew, too, that they could not
believe the glad end of it all, to which end he looked, across the awful
death that awaited him--a death to which that of our friends in the
wreck was ease itself. I will just read to you what he said.”
I read from the fourteenth to the seventeenth chapter of St. John’s
Gospel. I knew there were worlds of meaning in the words into which I
could hardly hope any of them would enter. But I knew likewise that the
best things are just those from which the humble will draw the truth
they are capable of seeing. Therefore I read as for myself, and left
it to them to hear for themselves. Nor did I add any word of comment,
fearful of darkening counsel by words without knowledge. For the Bible
is awfully set against what is not wise.
When I had finished, I closed the book, rose from the grass, and walked
towards the brow of the shore. They rose likewise and followed me. I
talked of slight things; the tone was all that communicated between us.
But little of any sort was said. The sea lay still before us, knowing
nothing of the sorrow it had caused.
We wandered a little way along the cliff. The burial-service was at
seven o’clock.
“I have an invalid to visit out in this direction,” I said; “would you
mind walking with me? I shall not stay more than five minutes, and we
shall get back just in time for tea.”
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