Christian fiction; Neighborhoods -- Scotland -- Fiction
The same moment I knew that I was ready to speak. Shall I or shall I not
give my reader the substance of what I said? I wish I knew how many of
them would like it, and how many would not. I do not want to bore them
with sermons, especially seeing I have always said that no sermons ought
to be printed; for in print they are but what the old alchymists would
have called a _caput mortuum_, or death’s head, namely, a lifeless lump
of residuum at the bottom of the crucible; for they have no longer the
living human utterance which gives all the power on the minds of the
hearers. But I have not, either in this or in my preceding narrative,
attempted to give a sermon as I preached it. I have only sought to
present the substance of it in a form fitter for being read, somewhat
cleared of the unavoidable, let me say necessary--yes, I will
say _valuable_--repetitions and enforcements by which the various
considerations are pressed upon the minds of the hearers. These are
entirely wearisome in print--useless too, for the reader may ponder over
every phrase till he finds out the purport of it--if indeed there be
such readers nowadays.
I rose, went down to the bath in the rocks, had a joyous physical
ablution, and a swim up and down the narrow cleft, from which I emerged
as if myself newly born or raised anew, and then wandered about on the
downs full of hope and thankfulness, seeking all I could to plant deep
in my mind the long-rooted truths of resurrection, that they might be
not only ready to blossom in the warmth of the spring-tides to come, but
able to send out some leaves and promissory buds even in the wintry time
of the soul, when the fogs of pain steam up from the frozen clay soil of
the body, and make the monarch-will totter dizzily upon his throne, to
comfort the eyes of the bewildered king, reminding him that the King of
kings hath conquered Death and the Grave. There is no perfect faith
that cannot laugh at winters and graveyards, and all the whole array
of defiant appearances. The fresh breeze of the morning visited me. “O
God,” I said in my heart, “would that when the dark day comes, in which
I can feel nothing, I may be able to front it with the memory of this
day’s strength, and so help myself to trust in the Father! I would call
to mind the days of old, with David the king.”
When I returned to the house, I found that one of the sailors, who had
been cast ashore with his leg broken, wished to see me. I obeyed, and
found him very pale and worn.
“I think I am going, sir,” he said; “and I wanted to see you before I
die.”
“Trust in Christ, and do not be afraid,” I returned.
“I prayed to him to save me when I was hanging to the rigging, and if I
wasn’t afraid then, I’m not going to be afraid now, dying quietly in my
bed. But just look here, sir.”
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