Christian fiction; Neighborhoods -- Scotland -- Fiction
"Once upon a time," I said, "a man went up a mountain, and stayed there
till it was dark, and stayed on. Now, a man who finds himself on a
mountain as the sun is going down, especially if he is alone, makes
haste to get down before it is dark. But this man went up when the sun
was going down, and, as I say, continued there for a good long while
after it was dark. You will want to know why. I will tell you. He
wished to be alone. He hadn't a house of his own. He never had all the
time he lived. He hadn't even a room of his own into which he could go,
and bolt the door of it. True, he had kind friends, who gave him a bed:
but they were all poor people, and their houses were small, and very
likely they had large families, and he could not always find a quiet
place to go into. And I dare say, if he had had a room, he would have
been a little troubled with the children constantly coming to find him;
for however much he loved them--and no man was ever so fond of children
as he was--he needed to be left quiet sometimes. So, upon this
occasion, he went up the mountain just to be quiet. He had been all day
with a crowd of people, and he felt that it was time to be alone. For
he had been talking with men all day, which tires and sometimes
confuses a man's thoughts, and now he wanted to talk with God--for that
makes a man strong, and puts all the confusion in order again, and lets
a man know what he is about. So he went to the top of the hill. That
was his secret chamber. It had no door; but that did not matter--no one
could see him but God. There he stayed for hours--sometimes, I suppose,
kneeling in his prayer to God; sometimes sitting, tired with his own
thinking, on a stone; sometimes walking about, looking forward to what
would come next--not anxious about it, but contemplating it. For just
before he came up here, some of the people who had been with him wanted
to make him a king; and this would not do--this was not what God wanted
of him, and therefore he got rid of them, and came up here to talk to
God. It was so quiet up here! The earth had almost vanished. He could
see just the bare hilltop beneath him, a glimmer below, and the sky and
the stars over his head. The people had all gone away to their own
homes, and perhaps next day would hardly think about him at all, busy
catching fish, or digging their gardens, or making things for their
houses. But he knew that God would not forget him the next day any more
than this day, and that God had sent him not to be the king that these
people wanted him to be, but their servant. So, to make his heart
strong, I say, he went up into the mountain alone to have a talk with
his Father. How quiet it all was up here, I say, and how noisy it had
been down there a little while ago! But God had been in the noise then
as much as he was in the quiet now--the only difference being that he
could not then be alone with him. I need not tell you who this man
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