His heart like ice within his breast--all was lost now, every hope
gone that, of late, he had once again begun to cherish!--Stephen
Charke advanced to where that man lay, and, approaching noiselessly,
looked down on him. Looked down and recognised that here was no sign
of death or coming death; that the man was sleeping peacefully and
calmly; that he was rescued for the second time within the last month
from a sudden doom.
He also saw something else--he observed that Bampfyld had recovered
his sight. This he could not doubt. Near him was some fruit which he
must have gathered recently. And he had pulled down some of the
branches of the trees which grew close by, and had shed them of their
leaves, upon which he was now lying, they making an easier pallet than
the grass alone would have done, while Charke perceived, also, that he
had been fashioning a sturdy branch of the tamarind into a stout
stick. Doubtless, he had recovered his sight through the shock of his
immersion, when the ship heeled over.
Strong, determined, masterful as Stephen Charke had been through all
the disasters which had overwhelmed the _Emperor of the Moon_; brave
and stalwart as he had shown himself when, with none other left to
command the doomed ship but himself, he had helped to furl and unfurl
sails, to steer like any ordinary seaman at the wheel, and to
endeavour manfully to hold the vessel up and ward off instant
destruction--he was beaten now. Beaten! defeated! And he felt suddenly
feeble, so feeble that he was forced to sit down by the saved man's
side, while doing it so quietly that the other did not awaken.
Beaten! defeated! Ay, and with nothing left of prospect in the future,
nor ever any hope. Nothing! nothing! nothing! What had he hoped? he
found himself asking: what, in these last few days? What dreamt of? A
home, a wife; perhaps, in the future, children waiting for his return,
running to meet him and to beg for stories of the sea, of tempests
surmounted, of dangers passed. Now, there would never be any home, nor
wife, nor children. Nothing! He had loved one woman fondly, madly; the
one woman in all the world for him. Until ten minutes ago he had
believed that, some day, he would win her. And, now, it was never to
be. His home would be the desolate home which the sailor ashore
inhabits; his existence a long series of toiling across the seas in
any ship wherein he could find employment, first one, then the other,
for poor wages and without one gleam of sunshine to cheer him. What a
life! And--and it had seemed, only an hour ago, that all was likely to
be so different. She, Bella Waldron--his love--no, not his! never his
now--was being drawn towards him, she relied on him, trusted in him;
but, henceforth, she would need him no more. This other had come back,
would come back into her life again, and--he would go out of it for
ever. God! it was bitter.
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