What was that other sentiment which now pervaded the breast of this
strong, masterful sailor; this man who had worked untiringly for hour
after hour on stretch, and who seemed to rise triumphant over Nature's
command that both sleep and meals should be properly partaken of? The
man who had not changed his clothes for three days, nor even had them
off his back when he sought a quarter of an hour's rest here or ten
minutes there? What was this sentiment? Nothing but a certainty that
this was the last voyage the ship was ever to make--a feeling of
intense conviction, which had been growing upon him for some time,
that all in the ship were doomed. For he, at least, could see--_he_
was not blind yet--and, more than all else on board, perhaps, could
feel; and his sight showed him things over the water, in the density
of the atmosphere, even in the appearance of the brassy heavens above,
which told him that, ere long, the slight whispering breeze which blew
would be changed into a hurricane howling across the ocean. His
feelings, his nerves, the moisture of his skin corroborated, also,
what his sight proclaimed.
'It will come,' he muttered to himself, as now he paced the
after-deck, with his eyes never off the light sail that the ship was
carrying. 'It will come soon, and then we are done for, even though I
get every inch of canvas off her first. This man's death leaves me and
three other sailors as the only persons to work the ship. It is
strange if, even under bare poles, we continue to swim.'
Then, as he turned his head towards where Bella (who had soon
recovered from her faintness) was now standing talking with her uncle
and her lover, he muttered another sentence to himself--a sentence
which, should a romancist or a dramatist inspire one of his characters
with it, would, perhaps, be deemed unnatural, yet which this man of
iron will and fierce determination muttered to himself as calmly as he
would have given an order to one of his few remaining sailors.
'If it blows, as I believe it will, twenty-four hours will see the end
of us all. She--oh, my God! she will be dead--but so will he and so
shall I. Well, there's consolation in that. If I can't have her, no
more can he. That thought makes the end mighty cheap.'
Here he strode towards those three standing by the break of the poop,
and touching his cap to Bella--he was, as she had observed, a
gentleman, and in all that became the outward semblance of a gentleman
he never failed--he said quietly to the poor, blind captain standing
by her side with his fingers resting lightly on her arm:
'We must get in all the sail, sir, now. There is a change coming; I
know it--feel it. The glass, too, stands very low, and since we cannot
work the ship in a storm, short-handed as we are, we had better
commence at once. It will be pitch dark in ten minutes and there is no
moon.'
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