She made no reply now--she did not say what almost every other woman
in her position would undoubtedly have said--namely, that she hoped
they would in some way be taken off the island. For, in absolute fact,
she did not hope so. To be saved from this desolation, to be put on
board some ship which might be going to any part of the world, even
though that part should be England itself, meant leaving Gilbert
behind--leaving him to his ocean grave. And she would not--certainly
she would not yet--consent to believe that he had met with such a
grave. The _Emperor of the Moon_ was still there, a part of her above
the water although she was almost turned upside down, or 'turned
turtle,' as she knew the sailors called it, and--and--might not some
of those who were in her when she struck be still sheltering, clinging
to some portion of the wreck that happened to be above water? She did
not know much about ships, this awful, fateful voyage being her only
experience, wherefore she thought and hoped and prayed that such a
chance as this which she imagined in her mind might be possible.
While, too, she remembered that Gilbert and her uncle were both blind.
Therefore, if they were still alive, they could not cast themselves
into the sea to escape out of the vessel--they would not, indeed, know
that there was an island close to them, and, probably, would imagine
that the ship was wrecked upon some reef or rock, so that it would be
doubly dangerous to venture to leave her. And, again, even if they
could by any wild chance have guessed that there was an island near,
how would they in their blindness have known which way to proceed to
reach it?
Thus, by such arguments, she had endeavoured to solace her sad, aching
heart, and now, as she rose to leave Stephen Charke for the night, she
put into words the thoughts which had been present to her mind from
almost the first moment she had discovered that they themselves were
saved.
'Do you think,' she asked, standing there gazing down on him once
more--'do you think any who were in the ship when we escaped can be
still alive? Is there any hope of that?'
He looked up at her swiftly as she made the suggestion, then--because
he felt that it was useless to encourage such vain longings--because,
also, he knew that such a thing was impossible--absolutely, entirely
impossible, he said: 'No, no! It cannot be. Those who were in the
cabin would be submerged as the ship went over, and those who were on
the deck would be thrown into the sea.'
She gave a bitter sigh as he answered her--and it went to his heart to
hear that sigh, since now his pity for her was heroic, sublime, in its
self-abnegation--as great as were also his love and adoration; then
she asked:
'And where was Gilbert--Lieutenant Bampfyld?'
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