"Don't talk about him; I don't want to talk about him."
But Gladys persisted.
"It isn't too late; you can have the time all over again by starting
afresh, and trying to wipe out the past. You're so young. Why, Jimmy
is only a boy; you've got all your lives before you." She got up and
went round to where Christine was sitting. She put an arm about her
shoulders. "Why don't you forgive him, and start again? Give him
another chance, dear, and have a second honeymoon."
Christine pushed her away; she started up with burning cheeks.
"You don't know what you're talking about. Leave me alone--oh, do
leave me alone." She ran from the room.
She lay awake half the night thinking of what Gladys had said. She
tried to harden her heart against Jimmy. She tried to remember only
that he had married her out of pique; that he cared nothing for
her--that he did not really want her. As a sort of desperate defence
she deliberately thought of Kettering; he liked her, she knew. She was
not too much of a child to understand what that look in his eyes had
meant, that sudden pressure of his hand on hers.
And she liked him, too. She told herself defiantly that she liked him
very much; that she would rather have been with him over at Heston that
afternoon than up in town with Jimmy. Kettering at least sought and
enjoyed her society, but Jimmy----
She clenched her hands to keep back the blinding tears that crowded to
her eyes. What was she crying for? There was nothing to cry for; she
was happy--quite happy; she was away from Jimmy--away from the man
whose presence had only tortured her during those last few days; she
was at home--at Upton House, and Kettering was there whenever she
wanted him. She hoped he would come in the morning again; that he
would come quite early. After breakfast she wandered about the house
restlessly, listening for the sound of his car in the drive outside;
but the morning dragged away and he did not come.
Christine ate no lunch; her head ached, she said pettishly when Gladys
questioned her. No, she did not want to go out; there was nowhere to
go.
And all the time her eyes kept turning to the window again and again
restlessly.
Gladys did not know what to do; she was hoping and praying in her heart
that Kettering would do as she had asked him, and stay away. What was
the good of him coming again? What was the good of him making himself
indispensable to Christine? The day passed wretchedly. Once she found
Christine huddled up on the sofa crying; she was so miserable, she
sobbed; nobody cared for her; she was so lonely, and she wanted her
mother.
Gladys did all she could to comfort her, but all the time she was
painfully conscious of the fact that had Kettering walked into the room
just then there would have been no more tears.
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