The Secret Dispatch; or, The Adventures of Captain BalgonieGrant, James
History
The Secret Dispatch; or, The Adventures of Captain Balgonie
Grant, James
Russia -- History -- 1801-1917 -- Fiction
With wonderful coolness of manner, over his wine and pipe, almost
with an occasional jest, the cruel and snakelike Vlasfief--who, as a
parvenu of the foundling hospital (the son of a goat), hated the
hereditary aristocracy--detailed these matters; and Balgonie felt as
if a black cloud enveloped him. He heard the Captain talking; but
his mind and thoughts were far, far away; and, after a time, he found
himself alone.
Vlasfief had mounted and ridden off; and mechanically, like an
automaton, Balgonie had bidden him adieu at the portico of the café,
and returned to finish his wine, as one in a waking dream: nor was it
until the bell of St. Isaac's tolled midnight, when the lights were
burned low, the fire in the peitchka had died away, the decanters
were empty, and he saw a drowsy waiter hovering near him, that he
rose to depart; for to him, now, all places seemed alike.
In the street a shower of tears revived him; and he wept unseen, like
a great boy, while grinding his teeth and twisting his mustaches like
a furious and desperate man. Russia, her laws, her rulers, her very
air, he loathed and detested. But what was he to do?--which way was
he to turn?--was he to permit these horrors, and live?
He had been present when the Regiment of Smolensko guarded the
punishment of Madame Lapouchin, one of the most beautiful women of
the Imperial Court, where she shone like a planet, was loved,
admired, and more than once was fought for. An alleged conspiracy
brought her to the knout in all her nude loveliness, in the light of
open day; and Charlie remembered that sickening scene, before the
eyes of assembled thousands, and how, as the Abbé d'Anterroche
records, "in a few moments all the skin of her tender back was cut
away in small slips, most of which remained hanging on her shift.
Her tongue was cut out immediately after; and she was banished into
Siberia."
"Oh Natalie, Natalie!" he could but repeat, while he wrung his hands;
and thus the dawn of day found him.
After mature consideration of his position, his powerlessness, and
the difficulties that beset him, with the horrors impending over
Natalie, poor Charlie Balgonie felt maddened, crushed, and
heart-broken. Could he see her perish without a struggle, an effort,
however reckless, fruitless, and futile, on her behalf, even if he
pistoled the executioner? Could he know that she too, probably,
would die, in agony and mutilation, a horrible and ignominious
death,--she, so gentle, delicate, and pure,--and would he survive it?
"Hearts will break in this life," says a recent writer; "it is the
nature of them; but if God wills it, and it were possible, it is
honester, braver, and nobler to live than to die." Most true; but to
live is to hope. Balgonie vaguely, but sternly, resolved that he
would do something, or--like the hero of a melodrama--"die in the
attempt;" but being a poor, bewildered, loving young fellow, he could
in no way practically see what that something might be.
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