The Secret Dispatch; or, The Adventures of Captain BalgonieGrant, James
History
The Secret Dispatch; or, The Adventures of Captain Balgonie
Grant, James
Russia -- History -- 1801-1917 -- Fiction
"I am your friend, believe me, Ivan Antonovitch," replied Balgonie,
who was touched by the childlike simplicity of the poor recluse, who
was plainly attired in a caftan of fine green cloth, edged with a
narrow trimming of yellow fur; the square crowned cap, which he only
wore when in the grated court, was of the same materials. A small
gold cross was at his neck, a rosary of amber hung at his right
wrist, and a little pipe, the only luxury allowed him, was dangling
from one of his breast buttons.
When in his presence, Balgonie always thought with horror of the
cruel tenor of the dispatch he had brought, and trembled for the
result of his friends' conspiracy.
To teach Ivan anything, even to read or to write, was treason; yet he
had gleaned a little of his own history, and that of his family, from
the casual remarks of his guards and from the Chaplain, during the
long, long years of his captivity, the reason for which he failed to
understand, but the system of which had become as a second nature to
him; and the little he learned, made a deep, rather than a bitter
impression upon him.
The whole energies of each successive Chaplain had been given to
preparing him for another and a brighter state of existence, and to
turning his hope's and wishes towards it, rather than to this world,
of which he was well-nigh weary if not utterly ignorant; and so much
was he impressed by the uncertainty of human life in general, and of
his own in particular, that daily, for years, he had seen the sun
rise from the waters of Ladoga in doubt whether he would see it set;
and nightly had he laid down his head without the assurance of being
a live man in the morning.
Life had no charm--death no terror for Ivan.
In his visits, which were frequent, as the young Prince had conceived
a great regard for him, Charlie Balgonie knew not upon what topics to
converse; for he experienced great difficulty in fashioning his
sentences and observations to suit a listener whose knowledge of the
external world and of all the machinery of life was so limited. In
those visits, Balgonie was always accompanied by the Chaplain, or
Captain Vlasfief, as the watchful and suspicious Bernikoff would by
no means permit them to have an interview alone.
"I am so glad to have you for a friend, Ivanovitch Balgonie," the
Prince would say sometimes; "though Father Chrysostom assures me that
kings may have peers and soldiers, serfs and slaves, but, alas! they
can never have a friend! I have heard my guards say that I was once
a King--an Emperor; but I cannot remember when. It must have been
long, long ago, as Russia has had four monarchs since. I have not
even a dream of it--an Emperor? Yet I shall too probably die even as
Demetrius did. I cannot remember even my mother; for they tell me
that she died of sorrow, when I was brought here from a place called
Moscow. Do you, Hospodeen, remember yours?"
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