The Secret Dispatch; or, The Adventures of Captain BalgonieGrant, James
History
The Secret Dispatch; or, The Adventures of Captain Balgonie
Grant, James
Russia -- History -- 1801-1917 -- Fiction
Crouching on a damp pallet that lay on the couch of stone, her hair
dishevelled, her dress more than ever torn, discoloured, and
disordered, her snowy arms and hands stripped of every ornament and
ring, her tender feet well-nigh shoeless, her eyes half closed and
surrounded by dark inflamed circles, her cheeks sunk and haggard,--it
would be difficult to recognise in her the once beautiful and
brilliant Natalie, whose coquetry had excited the ready jealousy of
Catharine in that fatal Mazurka; the Natalie of the imperial _salons_
at Moscow, at Oranienbaum, or the palace of Tsarsky Selo; or the
Natalie of that princely old château near the Louga--the proud,
bright-eyed, and beautiful girl whom Charlie Balgonie had loved, and
worshipped as a goddess.
As she crouched in a species of stupor beside a wooden bowl of stale
water and a mouldy loaf of black bread, there seemed to be no breath
in her tender nostrils, no sound in those little ears over which the
black hair rolled in unheeded masses--no sound save the monotonous
plash of the dropping slime. She was pale as white marble,--cold as
death,--a prey to utter confusion rather than profound grief. There
were times when she felt and thought and knew of nothing: but there
were others when all the past--the memory of her ruined house, her
shattered love, her slaughtered friends, their fatal project, and her
lost position in society--brought a cruel and keen pang to her heart,
and made her writhe and start and wring her hands, but not weep; for
she had not a tear left; and her hard dry eyeballs were the only warm
part of her shuddering frame.
Seventy-two hours had she been there, yet the time seemed so long
already, that she knew not whether it were seventy-two days or the
same number of weeks.
When she did rouse herself to steady reflection and the realities of
her position, thought well-nigh drove her mad.
Her old father--his sturdy figure, his venerable beard and white
eyebrows, his silver hair queued by a simple ribbon, his quaint
old-fashioned costume of the first Peter's time, rose vividly before
her; and with a gush of memory came all his peculiarities of
disposition, his warmth of heart and temper, his kindness and
irritability, his pride of race and family. Where were all these now?
Her lover too--his voice, and eyes, and gentle manner came next, to
add to her pangs; for him too must she relinquish for ever: no
shelter was there now for her save the cold grave, which was perhaps
to receive them all! Basil, Usakoff, and Mariolizza--alas! terrible
though her own sufferings, she little knew those to which the fairer
beauty and more unwary tongue of Mariolizza had subjected that
unhappy girl.
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