We betook ourselves in the first place--by Joshua’s rather insistent
wish, but, secretly, against our own--to the ruins, and for an hour
poked about among them wearily, loitering after our guest, and
supplying, scarcely volunteering, all that of their history with which
we were acquainted--impersonally, that is to say. The truth is, the
place had become odious to us--as full of sordid significances as is a
house in which a murder has been committed, when we know ourselves
subpoena’d to give evidence on the crime. But naturally our companion
felt none of this, and was only absorbed and interested, so far as
appeared, in the archaeological testimony. Once, at the end, he
paused, as fatality would have it, close by the plinth and the
encumbered thicket. I glanced at Harry. _A second time, patiently and
scrupulously, had the hole been stopped, and the traces of our visit
effaced._
What did the man mean? Did he, in his diseased imagination, think thus
to convince us in the face of our actual experience? It was like
enough. His unnerving dreams are so real to the drunkard, he cannot
but think that others must see what he sees and be blind to what he
has successfully hidden from himself. He is like the ostrich in his
amazing digestion of both facts and fables, Whether he puts fire in
his stomach or his head in the sand, he is equally the confident and
incurable dupe of his own imagination.
Suddenly Joshua, after a prolonged reverie, half turned to us.
“Are there any legends of crypts, underground vaults, anything that we
have not seen about here?” he demanded.
I was startled; I could not order my thoughts. I mumbled out
involuntarily--
“I--there used to be a talk of smugglers.”
He turned upon me like a snapping dog.
“Smugglers! What about them?”
Harry glanced at me warningly.
“O!” I said, recovering myself with a flush, “it was an old tale when
we came, Mr. Pilbrow; and, since, the weather and the coastguard have
been knocking it to pieces between them.”
He stood thoughtfully rubbing his chin.
“So?” he murmured. “Knocking what to pieces?”
“Why, the tale,” said I; for I did not wish to be more particular.
I don’t know if he understood my reluctance. He did not persist in his
questions, anyhow, but lapsed into a brown study. He seemed to have
forgotten our presence.
“So it ever vanishes,” he muttered, with a stark and melancholy frown.
“From Dungeness to Spurn Head it is always the same. The past breaks
away and falls into the sea as I approach. The ghosts lead, the mirage
beckons me; and, behold! the precipice and the boom of waters where I
had thought a treasure house!”
He gave a sigh that was nothing less than heart-rending. A certain awe
and discomfort kept us mute. Here was some tragedy beyond our
guessing, but to which we were guiltily conscious that our
secretiveness contributed. Then in a moment he turned upon us with a
laugh in which there was not even a tinge of mirth.
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